Freedom of Speech

2010-11-22T16:55:00.002+08:00

mm haven been here for very long.....
Because i was so busy with DANCE =D
O School recital 2010 is DOPESHIT TO THE MAX YO~!

Ok shall update what happened recently =)

My birthday was normal one...Outing with friends and new friends that we met in the dance competition!

Oh ya talking about the competition, IMP7CT won the K-Pop Dance Battle.
We were shocked and seriously didn't really expect that.
I am no boastful about it. But all the other teams were so strong we thought we didn't stand a chance.
Everything happened by just a random comment :"Eh wanna join this comp anot"
What we bring back after the competition in not only the prizes
But the new friendship,experience and so many things.
I can't thanks enough to friends and family that supported us and cheering for us!
Even though the competition ended 2 weeks already, all of us still suffering from the POST K-POP syndrome. Everytime anyone mention SHOCK, IMP7CT, it will automatic grab my attention! haha so now you all know if you want my attention!

Ok back to birthday. I wanna thanks HALF of IMP7CT and Infinite degree being there with me celebrating my birthday @ fish & co. Thanks Yi liang daughter for the lovely present =) and IMP7CT for the treat =)!!

Serious sometimes i am wondering why i am trying to hard being nice to people that i am a nobody to them unless they need my help? All the promise made by them can be broken easily. Serious i really should stop being nice to everyone. This is a very good wake up call!

And anyway, THANKS to winning the competition, my this year of wishlist 'SKULL CANDY HEADPHONE' is being fulfilled. Decided to drop Poreotics shirts because tried to order but the shipping fee cost a bomb like omfg! mL shirt is still waiting for stock! other than that no present this year =(. But well having so much dance fun in the month of NOV is good enough. Dancing for O School recital is such a awesome experience!

Sorry for the long post, since i haven been blogging for so long =x
And son birthday! we had last full dress rehearsal @ o school.
But before that, GK, JOV and me went down to DTE to prepare.
Well i didnt really do much because GK and JOV did a super duper great job for making everything happen!!! I would prolly be touched too!
And of course thanks to the courtesy of alfred,
<3 and me is able to stay in the chalet for other day since its a 3D2N chalet but the rest cant stay.
Yes <3....like i said before that day we are just dating couple not official!
But 171110 is the day we are officially together!
We might not date for long, but we do have alot of things in common!
We believe we will be able to give this r/s a all out and make everything work =)
And seems like most of my friends somehow approve her without any objections =p...
HAHA... so if you people are wondering why 171110 was on fb status the other day, now you all know =)
But we didnt really like anyone to comment much about our r/s so we wont be really like publicize. So we wont really talk much about r/s =)

Alright now shall go straight to O SCHOOL RECITAL 2010~~!!!!
3 shows! Performance level gets better show after show!
Actually thats what the choreographer said most of us duno how true is that because we haven watch the video yet! But all of us definitely GAVE ALL OUT!
I was right auditing for locking and popping for this year's recital!
I enjoyed so much because doing a genre you like makes everything so easy and enjoyable! and imagine the whole item is your friend makes it double the fun!
But of course i am not going to show off how locking item was dope,
HAHA because this year recital the standard of dance is so freaking HIGH until i cant believe my friends missed the show. only a few of my friends attended but well SCAPE has this lonely corner for people like us =(( right aloy? haha
But well the only way to console ourselves is that BECAUSE ALL OF OUR FRIENDS ARE PERFORMING ON THE SAME STAGE AS US! and performing on that stage is just an activity for us to enjoy LOCKING on the stage!!!Performing for ourselves and not anyone else!
But i still want to thank those people that came down to watch!
Rabiah ( though u are physically not here but your call and flower really is enough already sis )
Diane, ESTHER ( thanks for the elmo ), Pat,Fred's parents,JOV (thanks for the flower and candy cane),Julian,Georgina,MJ ppl, FB, NRA, DWZ.
AND OF COURSE MY PROUD BABY <3

Thanks IAN and FONG for allowing us to be in this item! The chosen dancer are dope as hell! dancing along with 19 passionate lockers, what else can i asked for! we grew together, we had fun together! all those bonding session we had! Its an experience that i will never forget and i will bring with me to my grave!!!! The BBQ session, dance session,late night training, chiong-ing for last train, monopoly deal-ing and so many more! I miss every single one of u! I am so going to make my every monday free so i can go and session with you all!!!!

Ok i typed so much and i know my entry doesnt make any sense anymore because i just randomly type whatever thing that come into my mind! BUT I AM SO GOING FOR RECITAL 2011!!!! So many item i wanna try! Maybe Zaihar's item next? haha or contemp jazz?reggae?popping? or MAYBE I SHALL STICK BACK TO LOCKING =D....

OKOK end of entry =p
Nexts up chiong for danzation!

2010-11-03T15:33:00.009+08:00

Yo i am back
This is my wishlist for this year =)

Mostly its caps =p...

NY New Era 7 1/8 or 7 1/4

from: http://popbrand.net/goods-6936-New-Era-New-York-Yankees-5950.html

NY New Era 7 1/8 or 7 1/4

from: http://popbrand.net/goods-5315-New-York-Yankees-59FIFTY-Hats.html

NY New Era 7 1/8 or 7 1/4

from: http://popbrand.net/goods-7037-New-York-Yankees-59FIFTY-Hats.html

NY New Era 7 1/8 or 7 1/4

from: http://popbrand.net/goods-2481-New-York-Yankees-Hats-5950.html

Elmo and Cookie Monster New Era 7 1/8 or 7 1/4

from: i duno where too =(. Link that my friend showed me

mL Tee

from: http://movementlifestyle.bigcartel.com/

Poreotics Tee

from: http://www.threaderstyle.com/products/turquoise-tic-tic-tic-streetwear-t-shirt/

Skull Candy Headphone

from: i duno where. LOL

And any other Ultraman related stuff =))

But i just got a feeling that this year birthday gonna be dull =(

2010-10-31T02:14:00.002+08:00

Finally exams are over for THIS sem!
Hope i dont ta bao any module...smooth smooth pass jiu hao =)

Today was last paper~
Damn shag~imagine your body use to sleep at 4am....
But thanks to today paper at 10am, i tried to sleep at 12am the night before but guess what in the end i didnt sleep at all -.-

Then after my paper,
Head down to O School straight for practice before vetting....
I was so tired, I bought RED BULL for the first time for energy boosting!
Seriously i never buy RED BULL for this purpose before!
Thats how extreme tired i am~!!!!

Now nua-ing infront of my laptop typing this~and i shall upload my wishlist tml
And see how much i can fulfil by my next birthday!!!

Tired....just blog for the sake of blogging only~!
Bye

2010-10-17T20:31:00.002+08:00

Alright last entry before i head to full study mode~
I must force myself to not go online for more than 2 hours per day!
Don't really know what to blog about =x

Alright shall talk about O School Recital!! This year's standard is HIGH to a point that i can pee in my pants during vetting!!!
Every item is so strong!!! I will step up my standard too!!!!
Other than that i have got nothing much to say
But well at least Locking Item dancers are kinda bonded!!!

Well don't know what to say anything!!!
When i saw your sms i kinda miss you~! Hope to meet up soon!! =)

2010-10-04T13:13:00.002+08:00

hihi people...

1 week haven been blogging?
Haha busy busy beezy like a bee....
Same thing dance dance dance
Monday to Sunday WTF!!!!

Mug-ed for my accounting assignment last week. Marketing this week =((
but lucky this week my dancing schedule is totally cut down by like 80%
Yes finally a shirt break =D

Last Thursday was our RMIT Bash in Zouk...
All of us just had a very 'sian' feeling going to Zouk
We just thought that its gonna be a boring and down one.
But we manage to spice that night up ourselves. Accounting oi~~~~~

We drink we drank we drunk.
Only i ended up the worst -.-
I drank the most and fastest -.-
Yes suicidal !!!!
Vomited like duno how many times -.-
BUT WE ALL HAD FUN!!!!

But its the aftermath -.- my gastric chui until i don have appetite for 2 day -.-
Had only 3 pieces or bread as my meal.
But i am feeling good already =D

Then Saturday is FISH outing with SA peeps...Basically my junior...haha yea i am a freaking old man!
Had a lot of fun...Finally get to see HF!!! Wa lao you this bias thing =x....
Then blah blah blah....Slept at 4+am then need to wake up at 10+am to prepare for extra rehearsal before O School vetting.
It was fun!!! So much fun then the other recital i did =x...
All i can say when FUNK dancer come together, we only know what is enjoyment =D
I guess our item was alright...its no where near bad and not yet impressive....
With O school recital ending late, i missed my PA rehearsal! Fuck gonna get screwed big time again....=(((
Its so unfair =(!!!

Alright i gonna eat lunch and prepare to go for my Marketing Proj Meeting!!!
Ciao...adio...zaijian, bye, sayonara, joi kin!!!!

2010-09-23T18:26:00.002+08:00

Well whenever i blog means there is something in my mind that i cant voice out =/

I don't know how to put my feelings into action.
But somehow i got affected without knowing how.

I have no idea when did it started.

I know this entry doesn't make any sense.
Its a way i use to hide what i am trying to say.
A way for me to vent out whatever that is in me!

2010-09-21T21:45:00.003+08:00

*blow...
fuyoooo a pack of dust~~~

Sorry for not updating my blog as often~

Have been very busy with school and DANCE especially.
For the pass few weeks, I have been dancing everyday..seriously omg.
Yes everyday means Monday to Sunday....

But finally the first round of competition has ended and crew training is not that intensive until nearing Semi Finals....

This friday mark the end of test. After that means its exam....
Omg before that at least i can take a small break....

Recently have been very close to IMP7CT.
It seems like i am the old fart of the crew sharing my boring experience.
Leading my juniors through this competition.
But my intention is of course not to bring them out to gain experience!
My target is to win!!!! I believe we got the potential to do it!

Alright enough of sharing my LOVE for IMP7CT.
Haha...

Well i guess i sick and tired of being single.
But i don't know what i should do.
Seriously i think i already lose touch of relationship.
What and how its should go/be.
Or am i not ready?
mm i always wish i could be together with someone that share the same passion.
But seems tough....
But i always hope i could/able to take care of that someone
and not make any more silly mistake that i use to make.

But i don't know how to take the first step.
=( sad seal!!
Well or am i gonna wait until the time is right?
Despite being single for so long and long for a relationship,
My dance-mates has never fail to take lonesome out of my life =)

If i had the chance i would like you to know how much i want to be with you =D

2010-09-05T01:05:00.001+08:00

Realize its been so long since i last blogged~

Nothing much...
Same old shit~!
Dance, school and dinner with friends...

Dance is always the same tired...
But its my passion~
The flame that make me keep on moving~!

School~hai shit!
After 2years in Army, basically i totally lost touch of studies...
School started so long already but i don't think i am use to it yet...FML

Dinner/Gathering with friends are like the better things that i have done recently...
I mean relax...crap what is wrong with my english~!
Being around with wonderful friends is awesome~!!!

I need a break~!!Seriously i cant wait for this semester to end
DEC hopefully i can go overseas!!!Be it with friends/family...
If not i guess i would be going KL alone~!!!
Miss those MALAYSIA BOLEH GANG!!!! LOL
Never dance with them before!If its gonna happen i bet it will be fun!!!

Alright anyway i really lost touch of how to blog an entry filled with my daily lifes...
Thus i guess i shall end here~
Just to let you guys know that i am still alive and struggling ( not kicking ) LOL

I guess sometime its just alright to cry with or without reason!
I just feel like it i don't know why...
So i just did!!!
I guess i am just emotionally weak~!
FUCK!

2010-08-23T01:32:00.002+08:00

Hi people i am back again
mm haven been here for a long time!!!

Nothing much happen except Stress
School load is piling up despite the second going on third week of school =(
Stuck with project for my part....
Test floating nearer and nearer omg!!!
Fine shall not talk about it!

Alright lets blog something about my life!!!
Ever since i was invited back to NYP to perform,
i find that my bond with my junior has become stronger!
So much stronger!!!
Got closer to everyone of them
That i thought it was a bond that i have lost and couldn't regain back!
But suddenly its just like how it was use to!
Sorry if it doesn't make sense =p

My ties with both sister SHARLENE and TREASA were so much closer!
Huifang ( well i am grateful that at least we are good friends now )
Rabiah of course our bond were so much tighter!!!
Sharheera...
Alfred
Gary
Diane
like the whatever 91happykids/retards clique and all!!!

Actually i was really surprise that i made so many friends just by going back to NYP. Suddenly i feel that i am not alone and definitely there is also someone i can go out with =D...

I <3 S.A.D

Random post =ppppp
Study mood!!!

2010-08-10T18:44:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone i am back like finally

Sorry to let dust collect here.
*sweep away a pack of dust*

Alright shall begin proper entry =)

Its been a very tiring 2 weeks for me.
Rehearsal everyday for YOG in Nyp.
Sourcing for costume for performance.( seriously when did i ever have problem looking for costume? Only THIS )

Alright shall skip and short cut everything =p lazy to type out.
YOG was a success=)
I enjoyed every single moment of it. Although i did complain alot at the start but
when i saw the torch bearer ran pass me with the torch, its so heartwarming and making every thing worth while!

And we rock the house down by performing Let's Get Loud, back up dancer for Shikin. Haha i never under-rehearse before and thanks to YOG its my first time too. Imagine the show is on Saturday, only until Thursday i learnt the steps! Outstanding!!!
So many things to pen down about YOG in nyp but i guess picture speak louder than words. Photos are uploaded to my facebook profile! friends can check it out!

This YOG in Nyp, gave me alot of things!! Friendship!! Experience!! and whole lot more. Made so much bond!!!

Well after that is National Day.
But seriously is anyone feeling it?
Not me definitely. Because YOG is so overwhelming!
BUT still its my First NATIONAL DAY as a SINGAPOREAN!
Suppose to celebrate with Phoebe, Treasa and Sharlene
but something happen then ended up being Bro and Sis outing!
Guess what we manage to get up to the Sky Park to view the fireworks for free =D
(Sky park YES ITS THE ROOF OF MARINA BAY SAND)
Although other people pay to go up, its still crowded because its the first hand experience to view fireworks at level 57. Fireworks blooms like flower in the sky right infront of you.

Took so many pictures with my SIS. Well same old thing, pictures are up on facebook do check them out!
Finally 3 of out stomach were growling like hell.
We went to cafe cartel for dinner.
Funny moments!!!inside joke =D
Anything i am a man of few words i shall stop here and continue to think of what to do =p

Anyway one a side note, i finally said it out and i really think i let go already. Told SIS(s) about it.
Finally i can let go that special someone.
Because i have seen him.
Somehow he gave me the feeling that he will be your last
and i also believe that he is the one that will be able to take good care of you.
More mature and stable!
But that doesn't mean you don't hold a special place in my heart and that is not true. You will forever be that special someone that i hold dear to!
I believe that time you told me that even after we parted i still hold a place in your heart.
I don't need a special place in your heart. I just hope at least you can spare a small corner for me knowing that i still care!
I know you don't come to my blog but just want to tell you....
Finally after 1 year i moved on....
Stay happy always!!!!!

I still remember our first song!
Eillot Yamin - Wait for you
That song will always belong to you and nobody else...
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2010-07-26T10:13:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone...
Am typing this entry on my bed -.-
Fever =(((
Chui faster recover can anot =((
Suppose to perform today at Ritz Carlton.
But thanks to my 38degree fever i am lying on my bed K.O-ing =(
eyes closing~!

Anyway i am here to blog about Jay Chou concert~!!!
OMG its damn awesome even though i went with my fever -.-
Opening was dope. The Hologram on Jay blah blah blah
I feel that this is his best concert so fast in Singapore!!! Been to 3 of his concert totally crazy. And this is the only time i cant get his merchandise because sold out damn fast! =(((
And this concert like got so many encore~!LOL
And one of his encore song 说了再见, i tear as he sing.
Thinking about you.
My feeling is like so similar to the song =(
Anyway here's the lyrics
天亮了雨下了你走了
清楚了我爱的遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡着了
想要放放不掉泪在飘
你看看你看看不到
我假装过去不重要却发现自己办不到

说了再见才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑
口红待在桌脚而你我找不到
若角色对调你说好不好

说了再见才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老永恒往哪里找
再次拥抱一分一秒都好

天亮了雨下了你走了
清楚了我爱的遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡着了
想要放放不掉泪在飘
你看看你看看不到
我假装过去不重要却发现自己办不到

说了再见才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑
口红待在桌脚而你我找不到
若角色对调你说好不好

你的笑你的好脑海里一直在绕
我的手忘不了你手的温度
心碎了一地捡不回从前的心跳
伤心过去我无力逃跑

说再见才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老永恒往哪里找
再次拥抱一分一秒都好

dont know how to continue anymore =(
I still love you

OKOK lets talk about O School recital Audition.
Manage to recover from fever =)
Met up with Vee,Gary,Alfred,Sharheera & Kenneth and many much more friends =)
Start registering then went for briefing.
Immediately after briefing, the poppers gathered and cypher.
Was totally overwhelm by the dopeness of all the dancer there.
Feel so pressure that i only cypher for 1 round =x.
After our cypher, its Locking Audition
I guess i did alright =D
Right after Locking, its Popping Audition. Wa piang back to back -.-
for popping, i guess i did kinda alright too =D
But its crazy 5 eights of freestyle then 4 eights choreo then freestyle until music stop...but not really stress about it.
Hopefully i can get into both the item =)
Popping and Locking is really what i like to do =))
Shall wait for the result to be out =D

Ok gtg rest le~
ps: Its still you in my heart

2010-07-23T12:13:00.002+08:00

Wow back from driving test!
Finally i am qualified to be on road =D
Funny things happen during test =p
Don't want to elaborate.

Actually although i am really happy about passing, I still cant believe i actually pass. Being a reckless driver =P
But well whatever try not to drive as much in this 1st year =D

Finally the good part of the week is beginning!
No more sleepless night =D
Tonight last rehearsal for monday performance
Tomorrow JAY CHOU CONCERT...OMGWTFBBQKNNCCBTMDWTHLOLROFLLMAO!
Sunday O School recital audition and might be going PA Talent BBQ!
Monday performance
Tuesday Flashmob rehearsal
Wednesday Renouncing in ICA!

OMG finally everything is going according to plan swee swee =DD

Ciao

2010-07-21T00:41:00.002+08:00

mm come across my own blog.
Actually don't really know what to write about.

This week is hell busy week for me.
Messed up my own schedule...
Nothing to say =(
Went for SIM Orientation today.
mm nothing much, just get to see who are my future classmate.
Sadly no friend =(
Don't think i can make it well =(
Shall see next week hows the camp, am i able to fit in =p

Looking forward to this weekend =)
Saturday - Jay Chou Concert....OMGTMDWTFBBQ!!!!
Sunday - O School Recital Auditioning

Actually not sure can i make it for audition because i always heard its not easy to get into the item. Plus i am choosing popping and locking when so many street dancer out there and fighting those slots with me *OMG expression*

Well nothing to write le
My pride is for me to bring down not by others
People can judge me but please no backstab
I might not be very well-liked but thats me
I determine my own friendship not anyone

Dance with the music not for the music!

2010-07-18T22:57:00.001+08:00

This is actually my feeling ever since then
6 more days to 1year!
But i am glad with what i have now =D

David Archuleta - A little too not over you
Oohhhh oh, oh..
It never crossed my mind at all.
It's what I tell myself.
What we had has come and gone.
You're better off with someone else.
It's for the best, I know it is.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside,
And I turn around.
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.
Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you....
Memories, supposed to fade.
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go.
Didn't think it'd be this hard.
Should be strong, movin' on.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside.
And I turn around,
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.
Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Maybe I regret everything I said,
No way to take it all back, yeah...
Now I'm on my own..
How I let you go, I'll never understand.
I'll never understand, yeah, oohh..
Oohhh, oohhh, oohhhh..
Oohhh, ooohhhh, oohhh.
Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
And I really don't know what to do.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you, oohhh..

2010-07-12T00:52:00.002+08:00

Feel like blogging!
Last year about this time things ended
why am i still thinking about this?
roar i also don't know.
Its like a 1 year anniversary thing -.-
Seriously my heart will never be empty again.
There are lots of thing i want to say but sadly
despite saying freedom of speech, i won't like to share
some of my feelings with my readers although i know its only a few!

Alright time to blog about my life recently.
TIRING PLEASE!!!!TO THE MAX!!!!
Not enough rest!
I apologize you guys that i didn't really respond too well when you guys msn me. Sorry!
But everything ended finally!! Can have more rest now
But the experience i learnt is so special!
Its my first time being a crew and i don't mind to be backstage crew again =x
But still i prefer to be on the stage performing! LOL

Today was hectic!!Watched World Cup match last night till late never get my 'sufficient' sleep! Went for rehearsal and forgetting about LUNCH! Then chiong down for TBG 2010 and now i am home waiting for FINALS to kick off!

TBG 2010 is crazy! Best tbg by far! My idol HILTY AND BOSCH , SOHEY and QUEST ( RYAN HOK KIM STEVE) OMG!!!!
I scream until i lost my voice!
Its too great that i don't want to type it out =x...
HAHA because only those people that went with me know how i express my 'OMG-ness' .
HAHA ENJOYED MYSELF!!!!!
Never regret going for TBG!!
Wonder which wire in my head was shorted when i say i don't want to attend TBG -.-
Alright too tired to continue the entry actually thats why i look so rush!
Shall wait for my HOLLAND NOW!!!

2010-07-07T15:17:00.002+08:00

Its coming soon...
What will it be?
I don't know...
Positive or Negative?
Well shall just wait and see

Mm i am a happy today =)
Holland just prove all the critics wrong by beating Uruguay 3-2.
Super delighted.
Yes i am a Hardcore Holland fan.
Its a promise i will get Sneijder name on the new jersey if they win the World Cup.
Third time, its their third time marching into the finals since 1974 & 1978!
This time round their squad is so much younger and the style of their football is just amazing. I am rooting them to win the World Cup.
It doesn't matter who they face in the finals (Germany or Spain) hope they do us proud!

Alright i don't know what to post already....
HOLLAND FTW!!!!

2010-07-01T18:51:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone i am back again!

Wow i am surprise by those people that pm-ed me on msn asking me if i am alright
didn't expect those concern came out from you guys. =D

okok thanks a lot guys =)

I realize something. No matter how hard i wish to get into/out of a relationship, it takes two hands to clap. Its not 1 sided decision.
So i thinking about it, i should draw a limit of my expression i guess?
None shall be the one always giving and none shall always be the one receiving.
Now i need to set my mind in a right mood~
Fingers cross and pray everything works.

End of part 1....

Mm tml is HOLLAND vs BRAZIL match just like a preview of how the FINALS match up is like. And of course Uruguay vs Ghana.
Will be watching with some of my bros i think, hopefully. Still finding place to chill and watch.
Pub will be crowded i guess~
********Thinking of a location now!

2010-06-28T17:36:00.003+08:00

*** are something that i can't live without
Or so i guess

I am bad at describing how i feel but thats me
I am just not someone that will let anyone know how i feel
Because if you are my friend for long enough, i guess more or less you know what i am stressing about.

People love to cry over spill milk/some thing that they can never get.
Well i don't really cry over such thing.
I just keep all the emotion to myself.
I guess nobody know what i am feeling now though.

Blah blah blah, another entry that doesn't make sense.

You are the air i breathe
You are the song that i dance to
You are the food i eat
You are the water i drink
You are the bed i can lie on comfortably
You are the one and only
You are the special one

Hung on a loose string
But i guess the string won't tighten up
Meaning i know i am going to fall
So i guess i need so mental preparation

But come to think about, *** is always there when such things happen to me.
So what can i infer? Since *** like to always go against me, why don't just don't bother me? Inflicting pain to other people's life is what you do?
I don't really care if you don't care what people think about you but its plain selfish!
There is no right/wrong expressing how you feel but please be STREET SMART.
You need to have EQ more than IQ now in this society

I hate it when people try to be friendly with me
If you like me, be friend me
If you hate me, don't come to me
simple!

Anyway people don't ask who am i writing or start thinking is it me, is it me (even if you never -.- )
Its just a post of how i feel.
If you were to be so sensitive, means you feel guilty.
I don't like to make people feel guilty
so no worries if you are my friend somehow or rather people that i acknowledge you as friends don't need to feel guilty =D

I didn't smile more than i use to lately. Too much things bothering me.
Even in front of my friends. I don't know if people that i hung out with, realize.
Now i don't even know if i am wearing a mask myself.
Super sad case.

Side track
Lets count when was the last time i dance?OMG FREAKING LONG AGO CAN
15June was the last time i dance. 2weeks without dancing!
I am definitely not doing well @.@
Feel like my body is so weak =(

Listening to: Busy Signal - Tic Tic Toc ^.^v

2010-06-25T13:34:00.002+08:00

I am off the hook for now everybody =)
Malaysia army has approve my deferment due to my studies
Which means, tomorrow i do not need to enlist =)
Yea-ness.

Well load is definitely off my shoulder and i feel much more secure and delighted!
Don't really have anything to blog about this days.

Mm today by right i am suppose to meet Terence to go *Scape Zone X for an event.
But WTF early in the morning the raining was so big that both of us decided not to go, WASTED =(
Well whatever la i also not that gien peng!

Blah Blah Blah
Holland and Japan made it to the Top 16 of World Cup =) Yes!
Both display a highly rated performance.
Robben, the talisman for Holland, the moment he was being substituted into the game, u know something is going to happen =D.
As for Japan, the pride of Asia. Scoring twice with Freekick. Both the Freekicks were well executed and my jaw simply dropped!I bet they have been practicing so much with the Ball since everyone say the ball is hard to control and all!

Well dont know what to blog about anymore.

mm well i miss you =D

2010-06-21T12:04:00.002+08:00

Haiz was waken by a phone call today.
Usually i will wake up feeling damn pissed being disrupted from my sleep.
But i woke up with a scare!

It was Dad. He told me that Malaysia Army send me a letter demanding me to enlist by this Saturday.
Feel fucking lost now. Need to do so many paperwork in MALAY somemore!
Plus if you guys know me, i am simply a Malaysian that know nutz about Malay.
Plus after submitting those require document, i am not even sure if they would permit my deferment.

Today might be the last day to enjoy myself =(.
Tomorrow need to go back JB to settle the deferment.
Totally lost and dont know what to do. No one can help me!
Who can help me feel better =(
Because by missing this enlistment, it might jeopardize my renouncing of my citizenship before i can convert to Singaporean.
Another route is that they don't permit my deferment and i need to serve that 3 months. Meaning i would missed school, Jay Chou Concert, so many fucking things!

I dont understand why i get so emotional when i hear about this news!
Going to break down soon.
I need hugs and lots of them =( haiz
if you guys drop by and happen to comment LOL,YOU ARE FUCKED etc, i am telling u i am ignoring u and it doesnt help.
CONSTRUCTIVE PLS!

T_T
@_@
;_:

2010-06-16T15:22:00.003+08:00

Hey lotsa things running in my head.
plus i think i am suffering from exhaustion plus headache.
Things are getting complicated to a point that i already got an answer.
Something that i always fail....
Trying too hard kinda thing....
Got a feeling that everything has ended before it even started.
I am always not on the bright side of life ever since then....
Uncertain about your decision.
Blah Blah Blah....
am not going to say much about it,cause i don't want people to assume this and that.
Just take this entry doesnt exist, just some scribble by the owner...
After typing out, everything feel so much better.
I guess i wont take initiative anymore=/
Had my whiney dosage already!

Mm yesterday went to ahmad's class. His last before he fly off to LA!
expect a crowd and yes freaking packed!
But well who care when i meet up with my friends and have fun in class.
Ahmad taught an old Choreo but its always the song that i like : Call You Tonight
yea already change my blog song to this =D.
Been so long since i constantly went for Open classes.
And i am glad that i got chosen to dance with other few people =).
Take it as an acknowledgement =)
Ahmad was like come on forget about the steps, dance it out put your feelings and emotion.
Yea i did, thats why i think he chose me =)
Guess what i think its your sms before the class letting me think of you while i am dancing the routine.
Always love to dance to emo song =) i like =D
seriously i don't know what i am blogging about.
But below is the lyrics for

Call you tonight by Johnta Austin!
The stars must be your light, tonight.
I believe this has to have a meaning.
Lightning had to strike, tonight cause the two of us are finally meeting.
In this place, at this time and I feel safe when I look in your eyes.
I feel like I know you from another life.
And it makes me wish I wasn't so pressed by time.

I can't catch my breath cause you take it away.
The best writer in town could not find words to say.
How there's so many things I want to get to know.
I wish that I could stay but I got to go so I'ma call you tonight.
I will baby, just as soon as I get time alone.
I'ma call you tonight, I will baby.
Just as soon as I get home.

That's the way it goes in life, you get busy when you just don't wanna.
There's never enough time, day or night.
You have to make it so baby, I'm gonna.
Make a way to connect, cause your face is what I can't forget.
I feel like I know you from another life.
And it just makes me wish I wasn't so pressed by time.

I can't catch my breath cause you take it away.
The best writer in town could not find words to say.
How there's so many things I want to get to know.
I wish that I could stay but I got to go so I'ma call you tonight.
I will baby, just as soon as I get time alone.
I'ma call you tonight, I will baby.
Just as soon as I get home.

(Ooh)
Destiny, I believe in it.
Meant to be don't you see it's possible that this kind of magic, anything can happen.
And if you wanna know then you'll stay by the phone.

(Woah)
(I can't catch my-)

I can't catch my breath cause you take it away.
The best writer in town could not find words to say.
How there's so many things I want to get to know.
I wish that I could stay but I got to go so I'ma call you tonight.
I will baby, just as soon as I get time alone.
I'ma call you tonight, I will baby.
Just as soon as I get home

2010-06-13T13:50:00.003+08:00

Hi here to blog again!

Going to blog about SwaggOut 2.

Initially I dont have the idea to go for Swaggout because the classes are really expensive

even though it might be the one and only chance to learn from Kyle Hanagami/Ellen Kim/Lyle Beniga.

After much persuading by Kevin, I finally made my decision to go. So now i still owe him the money for the workshop =x. Going to pay him tonight!

Yesterday was the workshop. All of us were like waiting in the studio for their arrival. Could tell for that time all of us were like FAN BOY/GIRL!

At about 3pm, all 3 arrive together. Yes all of us scream and clap like we saw some Hollywood star. Well they truly are Superstar!!!!

mm quoted by Kevin:"If you dont know who these 3 instructor are, i seriously need to re-consider our friendship!"

LAWL!

Finally the class started! Feel so excited to be able to dance beside Kyle and Ellen while attending Lyle's class!

His class is dope TTM! The steps are so freaking hard and intricate!Yet He is doing it so easily and relax.

I guess thats the standard/gap between Singapore and US dancer!

I dont need to talk so much about his class because YouTube have too much of his DOPENESS video!

After the class, went to all 3 of them to take picture like a Fan Boy >.

Kyle is damn cute OMG! =x

Ellen is damn hot when she dance!OMG why didnt i know her dopeness until yesterday -.-

Lyle gave us all the same feeling! He is not Human because human cant dance like that HE IS LIKE GOD!!!!! Because those people that attend the afternoon class like myself already said that the choreo was HARD! And some of my friends said the evening class was like 10 times harder than the afternoon class OMFG! you must be kidding me o.O!

Manage to talk to Lyle abit after the class. HAHAH!He said that i did well and he was like spotting me all along in the class and taking notice of me!OMG =DDD

Had a mini conversation with Kyle too!!!ROAR!!!!!!!!!

I guess yesterday was my best dance life ever!!

But fret not, i am going HILTY AND BOSCH's JIN's class!!!!!

Omg my life have been more and more exciting with all the dope superstar dancer!!!!

Still suffering from POST SWAGGOUT SYNDROME!!!

ciaos

2010-06-10T01:02:00.002+08:00

Start i would like to say Dance really is the expression of emotion!

Today i was feeling damn down. Not going to elaborate what happen. Was feeling kind of eMo heading for dance class today.

But after the class i felt a load off my shoulder some how.

Its like i have thrown all my emotion to the dance and i felt better!

Wonder its that the reason why i am starting to like LA/Lyrical Hiphop more and more.

Realizing i haven really been doing Jazz/Popping/Locking lately.

LA/Lyrical Hiphop FTW.

Today dance class we dance to Alicia Key - This Bed.....

so much feeling into the song BUT, i cant catch the timing for the choreo ( erm i dont think everybody attended the class got the timing too )

Its ok just a trial class. Tomorrow is going for another LA/Lyrical Hiphop class again! yes ah!

anyway just to clear things up. If you thinking stirring things up can affect me, i can only say its wrong! Even if i were to be brought down, its just a matter of how fast i recover. I dislike people that backstab/flame/utter rubbish. Its not the first time i have experience this feeling. Well of course, with so much similar case going on, recovering isnt an issue at all. =D cheers

Mm after my supper, coincidentally met Zee,YS and friends. Well what do we talk about when we always see each other? DANCE is our only common topic with neverending conversation! The moment Zee talk to me about Open House, i can sense the persuading AURA already!!! Then was telling each other hows our own dance, so on and so forth!

Well although i seldom meet yous after i graduate from NYP, Zee and YS have always been a great mentor! They always ask the right question and give constructive solution.

YS to you, just by questioning my confidence you might think its a simple question!

But it strikes me like a deadly venom to my head.

Come to think about it, i think i have lost all my confidence about 1 year back! When everything was once so chaotic! Until now, i haven even recover abit from those setback! But your question today seriously struck me thinking! Since when i have been so defensive?

After today, i think i should really reflect! I need to get back those confidence!!!!!

alright ciaos~need to go to my cupboard to find my confident liao! =D

2010-06-05T01:58:00.002+08:00

Hi i am finally here again!

Was being rushed to blog an entry since the previous one was quite some time ago.

Well quite a hype week.

Monday - Got called up to work last minute before my job briefing.

The whole thing actually goes like that.

10am someone called, but i was still sleeping so i cant really remember what i told that guy on the phone. But i know its about work. I only replied not interested. Then i when back to sleep. Guess what 11am i receive another phone call to replace someone at work. At first i was so reluctant to go down, but i heard that the person i am going to replace is damn sick, being a nice guy i went down and partially for the sake of accompany TERENCE WONG to work if not he will nag/bitch about me always flying his kite! =x

After telemarketing, i went straight for job briefing. I cant wait for the job briefing to end because initially i am suppose to meet someone. But i waited and waited and got no reply thus i went home alone with a hungry stomach. Should have eaten the SOBA with Bird & Nat, Nichols, Jerome and Jasmine.

Tuesday - Work for an event.

Woke up damn early to report for work! Reach Raffle City at 6.40am. YES OMFG!

Work starts at 7am. Basically just usher people into the event and play host to them. At first we were given script to memorise what to say, then nichols and me forgot about it and got so worried but after handling like 3 delegate, we were so used to what to say already!Means the script was totally redundant-.-

We stood for the whole event!WTF! mm let me recap. work start at 7am and end at 5.30pm can u believe it? i stood for freaking 10hours excluding break. But i have got to say if i were to work again i dont mind because the food there is AWESOME TTM!!!

And so after work, all of us went for a dinner. Then they suggested to go Cuscadan to drink. I opted out for the drink but i said i dont mind chilling around with them. Then guess what, they offered me to drink until i was damn sober and so close to drunk. Well i admit that i am not a good drinker thats why i said i dont want anymore =(. But well the most important thing is that all of us had fun. RIGHT JASMINE! =x

Wednesday was totally uncool. I need to rest as......i totally forgot what happened that day except i remembered finally i won a Dota match when my team own the opposition upside down. But whatever.....Like i give a shit. Well wednesday was reserved for me to relax and rest at home since the work on tuesday is starting to give me an impact of the tiredness =x

Thursday - Interview for job/Shopping with Terence/LA Hiphop class

Meet up with Terence in the afternoon for an interview. But guess what? The company only ask us to fill in a form and say wait for second interview. Ter and i was like WTF!might as well e-mail and save all our time! A wasted trip down. We then decided to head to Town to do some GSS shopping. But Ter being the one suggesting that we should shop, ended up only i am the one that bought a shirt! But well i think the shirt look nice to wear so well not much of a complain then.

Had a simple dinner then head to O School for class. Zaihar's LA Hiphop is crazily awesome. He teach O.M.G and all of us was like OMG when he did his solo mm I guess now every thursday i know what i got to do. Attend his classes!!!!!Regular liao!!!

Friday - Fabian's Wedding

Woke up 2pm today -.- Had brunch at 3pm -.- Left house at 4pm to Fort Canning to Fabian's Wedding. Need to be there early so can help out with some stuff. Well i will leave the crap of the preparations and the photo-taking to aside.And finally get to see my camp mates after 1 month!Great spending a TGIF with all of you. And YanShi dont be so down already, i know how you feel! Mm first time attending a friend's wedding, i can see the effort both of them put in to make this wedding a BLAST! The video was so touching and to be frank tears almost flow out because how i wish i have someone to love! Fabian, once again congratulations! The food was awesome too. But one thing i got to comment the waiter for ONLY OUR TABLE SUCK~!seriously he doesnt take initiative/careless/rude/unhygienic/didnt WTF he was doing! It was so bad that we had to complain to the supervisor and wrote the feedback form in the most nasty way ever! Yes its that bad! But still Congratz to FABIAN and JEAN!!!! Happy Newly Weds.

mm and here i am blogging!Because weekend is gonna be so boring filled with no plans -.-

mm talk to *** about it and i am ****.

I feel like a hangman because there is so much uncertainty.

But i got a feeling that its gonna turn out to be nothing =(

fingers cross. Pray for the best =).

IMU.

2010-05-27T18:18:00.002+08:00

this week has been very slack~!

nothing to do. Job hunting fail -.-

5.50 per hour kns~! how to work~!

well nvm keep on looking~

Nothing much happen this week. Less dancing...woot!

Monday rehearsal at PA

Tuesday nil

Wednesday nil

Thursday actually wanted to go o school for LA hiphop class but closed =(

tml friday public holiday got rehearsal TMD.

Saturday is the show~!

Sunday see any impromptu plans.

Mm i am damn confuse with what i want now.OMG!but i have to sort it out myself~! =(

Whatever...going out later =D

ciaos

2010-05-20T20:37:00.002+08:00

Hi i am back here again.

This week is terrible for me. Wake up early sleep late.

Day by day i am getting lesser and lesser sleep.

So many things to do.

Got a job now that is 8-5 which suit my dance =)

Got performance lined up =)

Mm gotten over the past and looking optimistically into the future.

Omg i have been so busy that i seriously messed my schedule up. I need an organizer!

But lazy to get one =x.

mm Well lets talk about yesterday dance class!

It was so freaking awesome that all of us Lao Zhap! LOL. The song was fast, the steps were hard/fast/so many action/so many knee control OMGWTFBBQ!!~!~!~ But i had a good time dancing along with so much pros in the studio!

But most importantly manage to gather with some recital dance mate =)

Aww guess what i was so reluctant to wake up today to go to work cause i was so drained from yesterday's class but still.....

walk from shop to shop in marina square today i guess i earn quite abit~

oh whatever

Suddenly dont feel like blogging~!

mm i guess you all can tell that i am very restless~ =(((((((

bye

2010-05-16T20:57:00.002+08:00

Yesterday i guess was the most tiring day ever.

Woke up at 7.30am and took train to the Airport immediately after breakfast. Bored!

Suppose to reach at 9.45am while i was there slightly earlier so i went to the bombastic toilet for a dump -.-

After that we were all brought to the holding area and waiting for the right time to do the flashmob. Well before everything start, some of us were like planning on where to sit and what to do around that area. Then we saw like so many people sleeping there then we start crapping.LOL

And finally like about 12plus, we strike the crowd off guard and did the flashmob. Haha i manage to shocked an ang moh like standing beside him and suddenly i started dancing. My friend said his expression was epic! But well the crowd is actually not very big. Hopefully the next one will be great!

After the mob,went to popeye with Pris, Sherry, Elf and Sandra(*i think, shit i am bad at remembering names). Didnt had an appetite at all thanks to the Mee Goreng the day before.

It was still early then because i am heading to YMCA for Pro-Am. So after the rest left, Sandra and me were like too much time to waste so we took every opportunity to waste our time to reach our destination-.-

Finally wasted hell lot of time, i reach Dhoby Ghaut. Saw Josh, Zac, Jia hao x 2. We proceed to YMCA for PRO-AM.

The event started at about 6pm i think. 39 contestant, unfortunately i wasnt selected to be in the top 12. So i asked Ben like what did i do wrong/what should i do. Well the explanation was shocking. Because i thought i screw up, but infact its just that my point was the top 12. My execution wasnt as good as those in top 12. He gave me tips to improve on. Well so i guess its a level up =) Haha another thing is also i wasnt nervous at all for the audition. Hope that i can improve and get into the top 12 for the next Pro-Am. =)

on the side note: Rooftop battle/cypher/jamming is totally a whole new experience. For once i thought i wasnt in Singapore. 10 level off the ground, enjoying the breeze =) awesome.

After Pro-Am its like FB + jw supper. I was the only non FB people there -.-

We had TAO HUAY AT SELEGIE!!!!

After the supper we chiong back to MRT Station to train home.

Oh..oh,oh,oh my god damn tired day.

And as for today, got a last minute call to teach the Flashmob choreography we learnt that day. My assistant was Soul and Judy. Had a great time teaching, the people there more or less got the steps except some of them, just hope they wont forget =p. I know it myself that i didnt really did a great job teaching them because even i myself wasnt prepare to teach as everything was kinda last minute. But somehow still manage to get the job done. Thanks Soul and Judy =).

Had alot of fun teaching, but erm something happen and i wish to keep within 3 of us only hush hush ar!LOL

Finally my weekend ended with a BANG!

Now i am here typing this entry and watching anime.

Cant focus, body very lethargic. Dont want to move.

Ciaosu!

2010-05-14T15:30:00.002+08:00

Oh well well

ORD already!

Job Hunting failed =(.

LOL

RMIT application need to wait until end of May/early June =(

Everyday routine:

-Meet Terence/Aaron job hunting

-Dota with Terence

-Dance everywhere

-Facebook guard duty

-Wait for things to happen

LOL basically thats my life now. But cant wait to go SIM for the orientation camp. I heard its very fun, but will my faculty have it?Not sure!

LOL that day someone was talking about this girl being a very hard fish to catch cause got so many suitor but she is still single, then randomly i just said if she is a hard fish to catch then i must me the fishing rod that nobody uses to catch fish =(.

OK LAME. Whatever -.-

I wanna go TAIWAN FOR MAX PARTY!!!!!!

ok bye

2010-05-08T01:10:00.003+08:00

mm not much people drop by here anymore
maybe i should stop blogging -.-

Well anyway 7th May is my ORD! But the fact is i am not really excited about, well less excited than my camp mates i dont know why.
But ORD means i get to see my IC like finally =) and can start my havoc hair again.
Had dinner with Si Hao and Yan Shi, a mini celebration la.
But the funny thing is what happen after the dinner. Yan Shi had this priceless expression "Oi this one how ar?" that cause me and Si hao to LOL super crazily at Jurong Point.
But its confidential so no sharing of details.HAHA

After dinner i went to a salon to get my hair done.
Yes done i mean : Cut the design i want + dye my hair!
Finally i am a civilian now~MR CHIA JING WEI and no more EH CHIA AR.... -.-

well boring ciaos

2010-05-05T18:08:00.002+08:00

2 more days to ORD~!

Not excited at all because like my camp mate said. My life is like a civilian when i go on leave and off as its a super long break away from camp and i only go back camp once a week.

Haha nothing much to blog about just that yesterday while in camp, talk to most of my superior some rubbish talk and some causal talk. Well their attitude towards me has changed drastically. And plus some of my camp mates abit too emotional....LOL everything also follow my instruction. Eh come on la its not like i am dying and fulfil my wish what!

Well yesterday time pass kinda slow in camp to me. All of us were like "wa lao the time pass super slow eh". Surprisingly the day being to hard to pass time, i didnt sleep at all, infact not that i didnt sleep, is i cant sleep =( not tired enough.LOL.

Leaving army is not tough. But friends that i have made inside, i will definitely miss you all, like what Harith said maybe next year we can gather all together as ORD personnel =). Thanks Sihao for the cap from TAIWAN! And Hanwei i guess that day will be the last day i hitch a ride on your Posche LOL.

But well yesterday was also another great night because finally i exposed myself into House dancing. Learn some basic stuff, thanks justin PENG! Meet new friends like Terrence Tan, since the rest that came for the session are my friends. Hope i can learn more different genre of dance!!!

Well kinda bored and dont know what to do. Finding part time job now plus awaiting for my Degree Application whether did i get into the course i want~

2010-04-29T17:35:00.002+08:00

Hi back again.
Clear alot of things in my mind.

Being honest really help lighten the burden a human can carry.
With lesser burden means lesser things to worry about.
But 1 thing never change. My feelings, promise and i will still wait for you.

Everybody is like asking me why my msn pm always have this I MISS YOU.
Because truly i am still missing you.
But i dont want you to feel awkward so i believe caring and showing concern quietly is better for both of us.
Days are counting and i am still waiting. This is something i do not want to give up.
I will wait and wait =)
Have been listening to my all time favourite Cant Help But Wait.
I didnt really realise the meaning of the song until yesterday where i felt the song is totally depicting my emotion and my feelings.
Well at least i can still see you somehow or rather.
Dont wish to ask for more now. Just want you to be happy

And btw watch Bounty Hunter with buddy =).
The movie was alright so so nothing much.
But we ate alot -.-
The moment we met, we have been eating till we go on seperate way -.-

2010-04-27T12:39:00.004+08:00

Hi people i am back again~
erm not sure are there people or just spider webs.
Well whatever.

Just feel like blogging.
This week i guess will be the end of everything. Shall take a break after that.
This friday is Danz People recital. Well despite at the beginning there are alot of friends coming down to watch but in the end only 1 manage to come down =(. Plus the tickets are all sold out, TERRIBLE. But nontheless even though friends and family are not around to support me, i should still do a good job as it reflects upon myself.

Recently rehearsal have been terrible. But at least all of us have a clearer picture of how the item is going to look like.ps: but rehearsal end so late that we need to cab home=( broke!!!

After recital, definitely there is one thing i am looking forward 2 years ago. ORD!!!!
ok on a sidenote ORD = Operational Ready Date. Meaning i will be out of Army for good. Plus i am searching for part time job now. Hopefully can work in Topshop or Zara. Well just a part time to kill time and some allowance so pay doesnt really matter that much.

Awaiting University Application. Hopefully able to get into the course i want =).

961days if only......some how tears manage to squeeze out when i was thinking about you. Recently i dont know why when i lie on my bed, i will see flash back on everything that had happen to me. Well life is full of regret and my life have TONNES of regret =(.FML

2010-04-14T17:22:00.002+08:00

Spotlight 2 - An annual student dance recital
Friday 30th Apr 2010
8-930pm
The Lee Foundation Theatre (NAFA)
Tickets ($20) available now @ DanzPeople
For Enquiries: call Danz People at +65-68849072
or email dance@danzpeople.com.

Well nothing much to do so just try to promote the recital =)
Well i dont know who still drop by my blog though.
Hope friends can come down and watch it though.
since this is the first time i perform in a recital or rather a professional dance production.
hope you guys out there can get the tickets or approach me for tickets=)

Very emo recently due to thoughts running in my mind.
Complicated.
Where is love when i needed it the most?

2010-04-12T18:28:00.002+08:00

mm damn bored~
seriously i think i should get a organiser so i know my plans and schedule .
Popping session was cancelled when i finally got time to go =((
Tomorrow go back camp for FFI PM OFF~!sui~!meeting my cousin for dinner
(actually its suppose to be wednesday but i forgot i have rehearsal for flashmob WTF see wat i mean)
Wednesday on LEAVE!!!evening Flashmob rehearsal =)
Thursday Ahmad & Alex rehearsal i guess going to get another scolding ? they nv debrief about how the vetting was for our item -.-
Friday gathering with hopefully all of my cousin~

mm seems like i have more time for family now i wonder why....
but something in me never change...i still miss you =(
The song that belong to us i have been listening to it everyday
okok too much details~!
ciaos

2010-04-06T19:24:00.003+08:00

OMG this is so boring~!!!
too much time on hand now~
clearing leaves and offs...
People please call me out for some outing before i turn mouldy.
Actually everyday got the privilege to sleep till 12pm not that bad =)

But nothing to do at home seriously boring.
Not like when i am still dancing actively in school even on holidays i went back.
But now being not so emotionally attached to the club, the feeling of going back is quite a hassle.
Now instead of being as busy as hell like in March, April is exactly the opposite of it. Too much free time and less dancing.Holy crap.

Finally Danz People Recital item is almost done i think left a few more 8s.
Surprisingly Ash compliment us for doing a good job for Skippin' choreo =)
ARGH..tml going back to camp like finally.
Good News no GUARD DUTY. But still i have to stay in camp till 10pm =(
But at least not so bad~
YES GOING TO ORD SOON~!!!TMDWTFWTHKNNBCCBBBQ
after that going to study for degree =))
damn back to study life.
But b4 school start i feel like working part time in USS~!!!!mm must get the details tml then JIO TERENCE AND AARON to work tgt.

haha okok now we shall rmb if we are watching English movie don ask alston out~!LOL
gathering with BMT frens is still the best. Hope we always stay in contact man =))

well i was bored~!

2010-04-01T00:15:00.002+08:00

When will i be the priority in someones life
instead of an option?
Keeps me thinking....
why?
guess whine is my speciality =(
mm i think the only thing i am best at doing is sleep because i can do it with my eyes close.
Other then sleeping i think other things that i am involve in will just fail.
my life sucks

2010-03-28T01:59:00.002+08:00

Hihi

What a tiring day man.mm see i am saving up time because i am blogging while watching soccer match.

Omg my mind is still filled with all the awesome-ness from Singapore Dance Delight. Omg seriously when i heard that they are choosing 20 teams from 28 teams i am like Kaoz sure easy to choose from. But after the competition kick start, I cant even choose my top 20 for finals. I wonder how are the judges for the final going to choose the CHAMPION ?_?.WTF right.

Been standing the whole day kns. Watch Danceworks stand up, watch SDD also stand up~my leg need a lot of rest tomorrow! I shall rest at HOME.

mm and and finally i went to SIM to register for my Degree! Accountacy! well alot of them discourage me because saying that the course is tough/future career is very tough. But well since its quite a good paying job, i guess i got no choice right? if u are my friends you guys should know that i am willing to earn for my future family~!!!so no matter how tough its is, is my promise to my future family! mm but well i haven confirm my place in the course yet so keep my fingers cross!

Well i think thats all. going to ciaos and watch my soccer match!
Man Utd better WIN!

2010-03-19T01:14:00.002+08:00

mm here is another new post.
so fast got things to write le=)

Something that i haven been feeling for so long.
Dancing in a group of friends happily and enjoying every single moment of it.
No politic no this no that. Just DANCE!

At least now every thursday is what i looked to. Seeing recital dance mate, dancing with them.
Oh my when was the last time i remembered i was enjoying while i dance.

Today Ash was sick so didnt manage to carry on with new choreo so we clean up 'Green Light' choreo. Wow one of the time when i can see all of us dancing as one clean and synchro OMG my hair almost stand. Its hard to do it within 2 prac and we did it. Mm i am so looking forward for the recital performance!!!

Alright time to turn in soon.

2010-03-15T19:58:00.002+08:00

Used to see my world in color girl
When you left me it's like my world turned gray
Turn my winter into summer girl
Why won't you help me turn night to day
I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't think at all
Honestly it feels like I ain't living no more
Can't say no more, can't see no more

Baby that's why it feels like
Losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
Won't somebody, anybody
Please just turn the lights on

Always had this feeling. K stop whining. But this song somehow explain how i feel.

Saturday was LOCKDOWN VOL4.
Mm didnt get a good result but i am satisfied. At least i got a taste of how its like to Battle. Taken down alot of note from AGA and BOUI. One very important point i believe is everyone's mistake. All of us just rememeber and memorise the song. Thus we lose the feel and connection to the song and we cant dance it to the fullest because we are anticipating. Memorise SONG is stupid quoted by AGA. Thinking about what he say, i thinks its very true. Because our musicality is of a certain standard already, we lost the mindset of dancing with the song. Always remember DANCE AND MUSIC are as 1. Thanks AGA and BOUI for letting us know this very important mistake =) I believe every locker present will agree to this point and its a great learning experience for us.
YES MADE SO MANY NEW FRIENDS. YES I WILL GO KL AND FIND U GUYS FOR SURE!

Sunday was Workshop conducted by AGA and BOUI.
Its been damn long since i sweat while dancing to the point that my hair is all WET. The 2 hour workshop extend to 2.5 hour. Learn about 6 eights of choreo? Very challenging as the song was very fast but its all the fundamentals or locking. Yes its like a drilling session. I was very tiring but FUN. All of us benefitted from the class so much that we kept talking about it after the class.
But bad news is both my knee = CHUI-ED! =(( i had to put on my knee guard to go to camp because i cant walk =((

2010-03-13T00:29:00.002+08:00

hihi everyone.

Just here to pen down what i am feeling right now.

mm i think i finally found the direction of my life. Going to apply for Degree in Accountacy soon.
Thats the plan i have after i ORD. Well its not tough to think about what to do after army like how any other people said.

I have been thinking back. So much things happen there are still things that i cant let go and some things are already history=)

Every once in a while i will think of you. But thats not important because watching you being happy, its more than i can ever ask for. Waiting for you is always the option but NOT the only options ya?

Army is finishing soon. Last monday till wednesday that outfield hopefully is my last exercise already. I am sick and tired staying in forested area. This coming guard duty i am also hoping that its the last so i can have a quiet/smooth sailing life before i ORD. I will definitely miss those time i had in camp. So many people i have met in camp good and not so good friends.HAHA. Seeing people ORD and waiting for ORD. I guess after army we will still see each other in SIM ba...LOL...

Recently doesnt really have enough rest. Dance rehearsal for Danz People Recital shag and the recent practise make my knee super chui. Even though i am dancing lesser than usual now but i just realise this whole week of march is super cramp for me. No choice i gave up the thought of joining SDD,SBDC and concentrate on Recital and Lockdown. Plus i got driving lesson to attend as my TP is coming nearer and UNI APPLICATION. OMG so many things happen in this week-.-.

What to do??mm i know this post is so random that the event i mention doesnt flow but damn this is how i am feeling now in my heart. MESSED UP @@ =((

Need to find more time to chill and relax and do more constructive things.
I NEED A GF! jk -.-

2010-03-02T19:48:00.002+08:00

Mm guess that i don't have time for a long entry now.

Recently i have been so involve in so much things. And i start to think that i already ORDed -.-

Because basically if i don't force myself to spend time with my family guess what am i doing?

Yes DANCE! Competitions is everywhere now! Performance is also everywhere now!

Omg but if i don't dance now when can i? Because it won't be long before i have to face society!
Chances of dancing will definitely decrease. Plus this period is where i have made so many friends! The dance community so called have embrace the passion in me already. Knowing so many dancer from different country/place/age etc.

Well dance is still the thing i love. So if i have to sacrifice my sleep well i have to right? =))

2010-02-26T14:33:00.002+08:00

TOO tired to blog.

So just few sentences.

Yesterday was first rehearsal for the recital.
Choreo was hard as its about feeling not steps =(
And its been so long since i had such a intensive dance practice =(
Body is rusting as hell. It aching everywhere now! =(
And i think i am falling sick for real.
I need to recap the choreo so i am not the weakest link.
LYRICAL HIPHOP IS TOUGH!
But i will conquer it!

2010-02-22T12:53:00.002+08:00

Didnt expect myself to blog so soon.

Have to survive on maggie for this week i guess. Pretty much spend my allowance for this week.
Fucking sway!
This is how everything happen.
Every morning i usually wash up, eat breakfast and finally take my hp/wallet/keys then leave home.
But today, this morning the routine sort of change a bit because after washing up and breakfast, my mum open the door for me. But had the thinking that i already put my hp/wallet+key in my pocket and left happily.
Little did i realise until i reach my camp that my bunch of keys at home because my office keys is with my personal key. Knowing that my parents already left for the airport i was just trying my luck. I called them to see if by chance they haven leave home so that they can pass the house keys to my neighbour but yea my parents already left!
After that i tried to contact those people that had my house keys. erm the right word is USED TO HAVE because none of those people i contacted had my keys. I contacted HF/Aunt/Uncle T_T.

Fine. i was so fucking pissed off with myself that i took half day off(yea wasted half day off too) to go back and call the locksmith. Waited for 30mins he arrive. Took him about 20mins to open my door. I was super grateful as i do not like to trouble my friends or relative by staying at their place till my folks get back. But guess what, just realise locksmith is like the best job. Because 20mins cost $70!!! I guess i should quit popping and go back to locking!(trying to be lame -.-).
$70 just to open the fucking door ( sorry mind my language =(( super moody ).

So summary i entered my OWN house paying $70 as a entrance fee. Slightly cheaper than resort world so i am fucking gonna make my place as comfy as RESORT WORLD!!!
FML

2010-02-21T20:30:00.002+08:00

Life is only fun when u try something new and moving on to more stuff.

I shall move on and not stay stagnant.

Alright shall blog a bit of my life since i can see a peck of dust already on my blog.

Yesterday was Floor The Love 2010 Battle. It was definitely an eye opener for me. My first popping battle. Still very fresh and i am super nervous as there are too MANY pro and experience dancer out there. Me and justin is the first to kick off the popping category. I wouldnt say we have done well or at least for me =((some people say our set was good/ok/not bad but Ben said its Bad....Well take it as a learning experience. We will sure grow and level up.

Absorb so much stuff yesterday till my brain is calling for help. So many new stuff to leech from. I think dance scene in LION CITY is growing very fast and is exciting to watch that everyone was screaming and support every SG team in sync. The feeling was exceptionally great. But what make me so want to join this competition other than exposure is the guest competitor/guest DJ & guest judge.

We have been always watching those korean dancing/competing on youtube. But being there yesterday and watching them freestyle LIVE, BOOMZ. All of us was speechless i believe. 1G waacking is so sick and you can even feel her AURA when you battle her, even myself as spectator i would have pee in my pants if i saw her expression (FIERCE). And the popper from Vietnam, what can i say other than DOPE/SWAG? their iso is sick and one of the guy tutting is as sick as hell! And not to forget Boogaloo KIN aka KIN, he is a damn humorous judge. Even being the judging panel, he can still smile, dance etc trying to calm us down. I think he is like the best judge ever!Last but not least DJ MULDER!!!he own the crowd with his music. FUCKING SICK!!!!if you are a dancer and you dont know who is he, go and die now ( jk ). There are so many things i could say about yesterday but its impossible for me to type it all out. LOL more than 10hours in that studio constantly seeing new stuff. I think i already set myself to join Floor the Love 2011 already! At first i thought the tickets for this FTL is so expensive that its not worth coming to watch but i was damn bloody wrong. For those that missed it, suck to be you =P...haha

Enough of FTL. Today sunday sadly i had to go out to repair my phone at vivo city because the speaker exploded.-.-

Have you ever been so confident about heading to somewhere that you thought that shop was there but eventually when u reach you still think you didnt go to the wrong place? Damn embarrassing can. Yes it happened to me and i am not going say what happen.LOL spoil my reputation =(.

mm btw what is the worst pick up line? erm hello =D erm its raining heavily now where do you stay you mind if i walk you home since i have an umbrella =( EPIC FAIL can.

2010-02-07T19:09:00.003+08:00

Musical Ended.
Lots of emotion running through.
And yea won't be able to see you again i guess.
but it doesn't matter anymore.

Everybody already start to miss musical and suffering from POST MUSICAL Syndrome.
Well of course i am one of those that suffered too.LOL
I will definitely miss everyone and would like to thanks everyone giving me the chance to work with you all.
Thanks Rene for inviting me back for this musical
Thanks Terrence to let me be in your item
Thanks Ms Ong to give me the opportunity to dance with all other alumnis
Thanks Dorinda for allowing me to perform with FB
Thanks Alex to let me into your item!

In this musical i've get to know so many friends!People from different clubs!AWESOME!
Being in different clubs, didn't stop us from making everything possible, because DANCE is the UNIVERSAL language between all of us.
As i am typing this entry, i am already missing every single moments i have had in this musical; scolding, laughter, tears, jokes ETC ETC ETC ETC!
So many things to write but i don't wish to bore you all with words....
Just drop by my facebook to take a look at the photos/video we all have taken.
I believe pictures and video are more then enough to express my blog entry.

HOPE TO MEET UP WITH ALL OF YOU ALL SOON.
AND FARHAN: Yes we shall be the committee and plan what is going to happen at the end of this year!

Finally no more late night rehearsal...but up next is Floor The Love 2010.
Shall work hard! =D

2010-01-31T14:13:00.001+08:00

Constant reminder that Musical is nearer...
5 days away from the show...
Excited? definitely!
Because i won't know when i will be back to dance with the dancer in this musical =(
Will definitely miss them.
Meaning chances of seeing you will decrease or might not even see you again...

Yesterday was our first Full Dress Rehearsal. Mm i don't really know how i look in it but hope its presentable.
Yesterday was also the first time i dance without my specs. Looked very lost in backstage but i think it didnt really cause me any problem dancing on stage~!
LUCKY!haha...

After Musical, comes Floor The Love 2010. Not prepared, shit!
Hope my partner and I can swag it =D. yea new term SWAG! (watch ABDC and you know what is it)
After FTL, hopefully can join Singapore Dance Delight!!!! I so want to join so many competition!!!

Yesterday got the news that BASIC 5 won Gatsby Dance Competition. So happy for them, another Old School Funk winning a competition again and this time they are representing SG to Japan and compete.... Congrats, must make SG PROUD!

mm enough of dance....
HAHA the smell of ORD is drawing near. Less than 100 working days left. Going to leave the RUBBISH GREEN ORGANISATION. Must celebrate man!!!
ORD loh!!!!

2010-01-23T14:47:00.000+08:00

Dance has been a emotional ride for me. BOTH Happy & Sad.

Filled my life with so many impossible into possible.
Filled my emptiness to overwhelming.
Expanded my social circle so much.
Found my love( a passion that is not 三分钟热度 )
Found a special one in my life( being together with you is the best thing i could ever asked for even we parted but i never regret the time we had. Being able to dance with you is also the best moments i had in my 3 years of dancing. I don't think i have another chance but thank you )

NYP Broadway Musical is just 13 days away. I believe all of us will carry off the pressure and drive it into a positive attitude in making this production a good one.

This time coming back to NYP, so much things have happen. I would like to apologise to those people i have offended. Apologise to the choreographer for making comments. And of course this journey back didn't only bring such 'bad' experience for me. I also like to thanks RENE for inviting and making me part of this Production. I never thought that i could dance with so many alumni that i could ever think of like Terrence, Raizan, Brian(yes you again), etc + dancer from my SA batch and all the Foreign Bodies dancer. I believe i have learn a lot from all of you. Being able to get to know so many dancer in this whole musical definitely open up my mind to all different genre of dance.

But not forgetting my SA. Seen so many of my juniors improve and grow. Just like how i was when i was a nobody to someone that has given the opportunity to shine. Getting to know my juniors brings lots of joys. Before coming back to SA, i was kind of worried that the seniors won't be able to live up to impart they skills to the juniors. But credit to the seniors, i have seen you all grow to a point its beyond my expectation. But never stop improving!! Keep going as there is no destination in dance.

13 more days. I am definitely excited. The costumes are great & the dancers are DOPE! We will rock the stage on 5&6th FEB!
Lets do this together because:
| This is what we breathe, live, eat, sleep, love & believe! DANCE! |

2010-01-19T22:45:00.000+08:00

haiz was so bored=(
facebook can't use because i don't know why so damn bloody lag that it couldn't load=(

Well i been thinking about you on my train ride back from camp.
i got no idea why. Well i wish i know.
Flash back moments...

Maybe i am missing you. I don't know already.
Cant really spell out my own emotion.
I get cranky recently i don't why.
Have i changed?
Army is finishing soon shouldn't i be tuning back to civilian mode and behave how i am suppose to?
i envy some people. able to share about their life/love/anything.

But i cant share. Because who can i share with plus keeping it a secret?
i've been holding on to that something for so damn long.
mm guess being cranky is due to keeping everything inside me so tightly.
i always advise my buddy.i am always giving advise
but why am i not even listening to my own advise?

People that are close to me has distance from me already. I lost a lot my bond after __________(fill in the sentence)
now i see how much part u played in my life.
took away so much of me.
I am hollow now.
I don't mind though, i never regret for loving you.

blah blah blah blah.....
don't know how to carry on already....

Listening to : Lady Sovereign - Random

2010-01-14T23:24:00.000+08:00

i got no idea why some many of my friends asking me whether am i in love.
I mean i would like to be in love but i need a partner right?HAHA

Realise that is so hard to be in love again or start again due to the downfall of my past.
Even though i like a girl i don't think i have the confident like last time to ask.
I even have the mindset that i will get rejected already. So why bother right?
And partially i also have a feeling that the girl already had someone in mind/attached.
Seriously i dont why so much thoughts are running through my mind =(
mm should dance more to forget depressing moments.

Well whatever the case i am not in love.So ya no more questions...LOL

Alright i need to worry about my diarrhea more than anything now =| T_T

2010-01-11T18:21:00.000+08:00

WEDDING DRESS LYRICS

Some say it’s not over ‘till it’s over
Guess this is really over now
There’s something I gotta say before I let you go
Listen

When you have a fight with him
Sometimes you cry
And feel sad and blue
I become hopeful
My heart aches secretly
Then just a hint of your smile
Can make feel fine again
To keep you from figuring out how I feel about you
Coz then we would drift apart
I hold my breath, bite my lips
Oh, please leave him and come to me

Baby, please don’t take his hand
Coz you should be my lady
I’ve been waiting for you for so long
Please look at me now

When the music starts
You will vow to spend
The rest of your life with him
How I prayed every night
This day would never come

The wedding dress you’re wearing
It’s not me (next to you)
Oh, the wedding dress you’re wearing, oh, no

You never knew how I felt about you
And I hated you so
Sometimes I wished you would be unhappy

Now I have no more tears left to cry
When I’m by myself I talk to you like you’re here
I’ve felt so restless every night
Maybe I’ve known all along this would happen
I close my eyes and dream an endless dream
Please leave him and come to me

Baby, don’t take his hand when he comes to you
Coz you should be my lady
I’ve been waiting for you for so long
Look at me now

When the music starts
You will vow to spend
The rest of your life with him
How I prayed every night
This day would never come

The wedding dress you’re wearing
It’s not me (next to you)
Oh, the wedding dress you’re wearing, oh, no

Please be happy with him
So that I can forget you
Please forget how miserable I looked
It’s going to be unbearably hard for me
For a long while to come

Finally i take the effort to look for the english lyrics for this song.
Wondering why i like the song so much?
because i felt the same as the content of this song!

2010-01-10T20:47:00.000+08:00

Recently i don't really know why i drop by my blog and think of what to write.
Plus see if any new message in my tag board.

But i think i seriously lack of things to write already. I have lost expression. Don't know what to express. How to express.
Lost the feeling. The feel to everything.
It appear to me that i look normal from the outside.
But i don't even know what i am feeling on the inside.

I find that a lot of things i have been doing is aimless.
I don't know why/what am i doing.
But i guess its my fault though
-i don't take initiative to pick up my bloody phone to message friends around me.
-Always wait for things to happen
-Like the wrong person
-Do the wrong things/Never do anything.

Damn sometimes i seriously felt that i don't have any friends.
Got no idea how come i felt this way but yea i do.
Maybe i should change. Be more initiative and open up more.
But then i will lose my own personality.
I just want a group of close friends.
A girl that i like.
Is that too much to ask for?

Whenever my life is a fraction of being complete, everything will tumble down.
I already living in a life without confidence now.
Even dance. I already lost the confidence to dance like how i use to.

I started off this entry with an empty mind. But as i start penning down my thoughts, it stir up more things.
Yesterday went back to NYP to check out their open house. Credits to all the dance club that perform. Well done =) but when i was watching, my heart felt it.Yes!
I miss those time where i perform for a big crowd/public with CONFIDENCE!
Really miss those time. I don't know why all of a sudden i had this emo feeling.

AHHH no time to be emo anymore
Driving Test tomorrow hope i nailed it. Don't want to fail and take another time.
Wish me luck my friends or whoever that drop by here.
Need to reflect on myself.
Don't want to lead a life of leeching around other people having the thought that they are my friends.

I think i just cant stop whining. But.......

2010-01-06T16:50:00.000+08:00

aww man just got back home from 3 days outfield.

Reach the office and realise how much things is going to happen in Jan.=( what a bad month to kick start the year full of hopes!

Actually the 3 days of exercise wasn't that bad, just stuck with the wrong person for 3 days. But mix well with the officers and the drivers. After the exercise finish i was told that there is another 3days2nights exercise await me.FML man seriously=( i got a musical to perform for plus those rehearsal to go for man=(.

AND AND AND my TAIWAN trip in april is canceled=( damn angry ARGH! Thought i could ORD when the plane touches down when i am back from my TAIWAN. Because i already plan on what to buy and where to go and what to do. Haiz like i said what a bad way to kick start the year with all this bad news in my first week back at work =(. No overseas trip till i ORD. DAMN meaning no more off to claim/stay and rot in the office/chances to got scolding for no reason by SS.

mm damn tired from the exercise. Gonna rest early tonight!Tomorrow got IPPT test...chance of passing----NIL! no time to train(excuses man) just join for the sake of participating ba.

2010-01-03T16:14:00.000+08:00

Today pledge the last day of the longest holiday of the year for NSF like us.
Mix feeling...After enjoying about 3 weeks of break, tomorrow is my judgment day with the forest for 3 days.
What a day to start my first day of work. Outstanding! (if u guys can feel my sarcasm)

Damn i really cant bear to leave home or my past 3 weeks for routine life back to camp man. Back to regimental life, short hair, no punk. FML!

Been so long since i stay in contact with a few of my friends. Well this new year really made a difference already. Chatted with a friend about so much thing, thats is also the reason why i slept so late last night.

Well not only last night, it's been like 2 weeks that i slept at 3/4am without even knowing WTHeck i am doing. Waking up at 2/3pm.Ultimate shiokness.

Today i shall be a good boy and stay at home plus sleep early!!! Latest 11pm!!!!
ok shall go treasure the time i have now....CIAOZ

don't even know why i blog -.-

2010-01-01T18:09:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL MY FRIENDS.

Had a great time at Hoobastank Concert yesterday. I went so high after a few songs that i stop taking pictures of them -.-.
Countdown for New year in D'Marquee with Hoobastank. LOL first time counting down with superstar feeling was great.

Whatever happen after that i could say it the worst part of 2010. Decided to buy some Alcohol to stay over the night at Pasir Ris Park. While waiting for Sherry and Lucas i drank a few shots of Jack Danial already. When they came back they say i was damn red. Well it always happen when i drink though. Then i start to swear and spout nonsense, they asked me again if i were okay. Guess what my reply is : " I am fine man i still need to down 1 more shot " boom after that i think i got wasted. Lay on the table stop moving just wanna lie there and rest don't really remember anything happen after that just vividly. Suddenly i woke up and puke. My first 'Satay Sauce' serve to the patch of grass. 30minutes later boom after bowl of 'Satay Sauce' serve again. Only until then i am somehow okay.

See i cant even type properly now. Hangover almost over i guess. But what a way to start my 2010 by swearing at my friends and vomited in front of them and got wasted till they need to send me back. So sorry man.....But who cares its new year right.....Fine now i need to rest. Luckily the cycling session was somehow canceled if not i guess i cant even ride a bike properly.
Sober mode on the first day of 2010. Hope the whole of 2010 will be a good year for me =)

2009-12-30T21:35:00.000+08:00

well i guess this might be the last post for 2009 since tomorrow night i won't be at home.

Chatted with you on msn just now. Thinking back how we got together just like how it happened in Taiwan drama.Haha love to see you smile. We have lost contact for so long but you always appear at the right time for me when i'm feeling down. Those sms of encouragement. Wondering now if i am able to see you tomorrow at Vivo for New Year Count Down.

Seriously i hope you are the last person i see in 2009 and first person i had my vision on in 2010.
I know you are preparing for your presentation tomorrow so JIAYOU!
Wonder if you will drop by here.

Alright lets come back to reality.
Today had an awesome session. Being so long since i pop till i can't take it. So tired =(. Hope i level up at least by abit T_T. Few days back so many things happen. All are against my odds =(.
First receive an sms stating that i got outfield exercise on my first day of work. That is not the bad part, the worse is its a 3days OUTFIELD EXERCISE meaning i got to sleep in the uncomfortable NON AIR-CON LAND ROVER in the forest for 2 nights + feeding mosquitoes.FML seriously
Second i need to cut my hair short again =( well not really bad but saying goodbye to my semi long hair....HAIZ....

Haha here comes my NEW YEAR RESOLUTION:
Get an IPHONE
ORD faster come
TAIWAN & JAPAN here i come.
Get my driving license with my first attempt
Get a second hand car
Do better in DANCE
Join more DANCE competition/Cypher/Battle
Succeed in LOVE LIFE =(
Study hard for my degree!!
Meet up with my friends/dance mate/army friends(miss my BMT bunk mate so much)

mm is that too much to ask for in 2010?

NOBODY JUDGE ME
NOBODY PUT DOWN MY PRIDE

2009-12-28T16:24:00.000+08:00

4 more days its 2010 already.
I have been back tracking on what happen in 2009.

I happen to stomp to my friendster account and OMG i realize how long i have been there.
Went and check my profile 841 was the number. Yea we would have been together for 841 days already. I have learn to let go already but its not a crime that i still miss you is it? If i could turn back time, i would turn to the time when i just got into army. I don't mind going through army again if the ending is different from what its is now.

2009 so much things happen. But so much emotion going on, it already engulf all those happy moments. I pledge to have a pleasant 2010 not even dare to wish for a happy year ahead. But i believe what mend for me is for me. What mine is mine those things i am going through now is just a process that make me learn about life!

2010 i want to treasure my love one. Get ready for my degree, make my dance more happening and eventually find a girl that i can spend my life with last but not least PASS MY DRIVING!!!!
Don't set your target too high because if u fail u suffer, thats what i have learn in 2009. Just wish for a simple year. Its a bonus if something special happen=)

well actually i dont really know what to blog about. Just want to let someone know i miss u!
i am really sorry for what happen that we became like this
i am only hope for the hope.
you are always in my heart

2009-12-25T15:35:00.002+08:00

Let me release this EVIL ANGER OUT....
FUCK YOU UNDERSTAND!!!!!!

ok i am fine now.
just need to release some tension.
well super tired but i cant sleep if not i will have a hard time sleeping tonight.

Today is X-mas and yes i am staying at home. BORING!
no one to go out with. I got the sudden urge to DANCE but well i guess my frens already have plans since its already like in the late afternoon.

Celebrated X-mas eve or rather count down for X-mas at SON crib yesterday. We have alot of fun all the twist and turn and all the Brain Cracking games. Just a simple chilling out with friends. I always enjoy such chilling out session and WOW SON crib is SUPER DUPER Horrendously HUGE.

Yesterday night was definitely a memorable x-mas. Didnt know how and who to spend it few days back but with a small groups of friends is enough to make it special.

Well had a small talk with someone and i suddenly feels that the load is off my shoulder and i know i am ready and never look back. I am ready for a new start..... all i need now is the be able to reach the starting line and finding a competitor to finish off this love race with me =D.

i apologise again for starting this entry with such violence but no worries i am ok and fine. I just wanna end my 2009 without any anger and start 2010 with a BOOMS!

Listening to : Jesse MacCarthy - Not Your Enemy

2009-12-20T22:51:00.000+08:00

yo yo recently i am so free so i going to update my blog like kind of frequent.

Went for NRA FLAVOUR today at Ngee Ann Poly.
Workshop taught by Terrence Then, Xuan Feng, Tina and Ronnie.
Song : Brown Eye Girl - Abracadabra

Firstly i like to say i really anti korea. BUT thanks to the korean 'wind' recently, Wedding Dress has made my own top chart followed by Abracadabra.

The workshop was 3hours plus long. Saw many familiar faces there. Those super good dancer were all there and i feel extremely inferior. Well i should have because there was so much pressure as even those good dancer got a hard time killing the choreography don't even need to mention me. For my case i almost got killed by the choreography.LOL

After the workshop ended i was damn demoralise. Realising how much effort i have put into dance i am just not good enough. This workshop really show what dance is about and the genre the whole world is moving towards. What happen in the studio is really called DANCING. For me this is the first time i had a very very hard time mastering the steps. The feeling of stopping dance was so huge because i really feel damn weak. Even though i am kind of self motivated in dance i already feel like shit i wonder how people around would feel like if they all went for the class. I think we can have a mass SUICIDE in nyp.LOL jkjk just trying to make it over Kua Zhang! But its true dancer should keep going on and never remain stagnant. Always seek for greater and never be complacent. Just like what those instructor say ALWAYS BE A STUDENT SO YOU NEVER STOP LEARNING. So basically we should be more humble and always seek for improvement!

How i wish i can inherit those dance value that i got from such inspiration dancer to my previous dance club like how NRA are doing. Just imagine those instructor up there teaching are all MY AGE! WTF RIGHT...more depress T_T.....

Alright enough of whining. I should start dancing!!!!!!
Shit i keep repeating ABRACADABRA...OMG!

Mm talked about you today and i suddenly miss u.

DANCE LOVE LIFE

2009-12-19T17:28:00.000+08:00

hi everybody....i want to complain.=P

Why why why so many people around are going overseas for End Of Year trip but not me=(

Seriously looking back when was my last trip overseas be it with friends or Family.
I want to enjoy too. Envy...Hope friends out there enjoy your trip BUT PLEASE PLEASE REMEMBER my present....LOL just Kidding...

But i hope i can go japan next year to OSAKA....saving money!!!
Someone will definitely be missed.BOSS 'D' i think you also right.WAHAHA...

what a boring saturday=( so early but i am at home.

But i'll be looking forward for tomorrow NRA Flavour. hope i can get to enjoy the dance workshop. Been a long time since i last went for open class. awww must dance my heart out tomorrow and and and NEXT MONDAY AND TUESDAY Run Through for rehearsal meaning i am going to miss another popping session =(( i think its about 2 months since i last session man...i MISS RP!!!

fine enough of whining!!!!
bye

2009-12-18T12:06:00.000+08:00

Lots of things happen of late.

I see people being selfish.

I see people finding ways to break out of their comfort zone.

I see people can't think in a rational way.

I see people doing something that will improve their life.

I see people not willing to put in effort.

I don't see the reason when weak ask for help they need to seek for approval.
In fact those suppose to be strong are even weaker than those weak, but they didn't even realise.

This is pathetic when they don't even know they have been outgrowth. When they grew so confident, they don't even realise what is going on around their environment. They become complacent. They lose the ability to judge what is right and wrong. Sometimes when people start to dislike someone, they lose the also lose the ability to judge the situation. They will just oppose that someone action just because of the sour bond they shared.

People start to get devour by hatred, they can't see what is clear in front of them. This is how stereotype begin.

somehow i believe this quote: " Weapons don't kill people, but people do! "

2009-12-16T14:37:00.000+08:00

no matter how much i am ready anot, i just don feel ready.

decide to leave my past and carry on.

had a secret with someone but you have to shut up too. if not we both will die tgt.LOL!

i always hope to be that someone special for that special ONE. but i always fail, now i don't even dare to take the first step because i am definitely will end up being a douchebag.

but everybody deserve a chance/opportunity to recover from that fall. But will everybody forgive me?

i use to say i am willing to put down my pride for my love one. BUT that doesnt mean someone can put down my pride and step on it. This is still my principle of love. but will you accept me if i take the first step?

END OF PART 1 LOL!!!

just like DANCE its something that i am willing to put my pride on and welcome criticism. if you are to live in your comfort zone you will definitely not improve. you have to know nobody is perfect thus, its immpossible not to get any negative comments. If person X thinks he/she is a good dancer, then i shall say this to person X even if you are better than whoever NOW, your standard will only always be at that level and other people will surpass you, THATS DEFINITE. so to all dancer put down your pride accept criticism take it like a dancer STOP being in your comfort zone thinking you are good already! Seek for greater heights. Get out of that shell. Being an instructor you must let your student grow thats your job. But how the student grow is already up to them how it should be done. Instructor is student path finder, students are suppose to walk the path. But of course only a good instructor can open up many path for students and cutting down the detours of your student for them to improve, thats how you grade instructor just like the few dance instructor i admire!

I used to think of being a dance instructor but i cant be a good one. Opening path is not easy so i really respect those who are already on this line and still carry on!
But instead of being an instructor, i believe i can be a guide for new dancer out there.
I know my standards( not really good ) but i believe i can shorten their detour even its only by abit but can push them to slightly greater heights faster than me=).

Recently i have think so much about dance. And this is my opinion about dance what's your?=))

My definition for dance:
Dance to express not impress
Humble don't kill
Criticism bring you to greater heights
Dance wilt the music and let the music chase you
Never stay in your comfort zone
Breaking through is when you improve

How many agree with me on this=D
DANCE, LOVE, LIFE

2009-12-14T19:51:00.000+08:00

Hi guys....

mm currently the 'IN' word is FML.
haha almost everybody(or rather the chinatown) is like saying this in my section.
AND YES FML!!!!
i thought my toe has recovered from last week injury. And guess what before i knew it, my toe got kicked at the same spot again and its so painful=((
i think i really need to stop playing soccer for awhile cuz it is affecting my dance.eg i cant turn well/point well/ anything that need to use toe.
And and my waterbottle dropped from the desk and broke into 2=((
spend $12 on a new adidas bottle =(
only slept 30mins in camp and i thought i slept for hours =((
its just not my day today...

BUT BUT BUT NVM TOMORROW i will be FREEEEEEEE =)))))))
dance, love, life

2009-12-13T11:13:00.000+08:00

its been so long since i came on blogger.
last week was kinda hard week for me.LOL
Monday played soccer and guess what u fucking injured my toe when someone ram so hard at my BIG TOE T_T its been almost 1 week and is still painful i cant cant even do a pirouette properly=(
And Monday night i had guard duty...Hard life met a most GARANG Duty Officer. But luckily everything chaotic happen during my shift work so no issue =).
Tuesday after book out( what a long day, cuz almost every tues i am on half day off ), nv been late for dance before but haha don really have so much off the clear already so decide to go for dance after normal working hours. Wanted to dance so much but YES my toe still hurts =( so just went to school to sit in and check things out cuz i don wan ppl to say i not responsible as the singer was wit us for the first time so somehow i want to be there and do blocking.
Next up wednesday....cant rmb what i have on wed....
Then Thursday just the same like tuesday but i start dancing despite the OUCH on my toe.
after dance practice went to meet peter and the rest to celebrate zee birthday. I bet PS HK Cafe would ban us, after the noise we make...hoho....then went to play pool till 3am plus.OMG fucking shagged!
Oh okok basically my life now is totally not enough rest at all =( the most i have is 5 hours per day.
Then then then friday....i almost died!FUCKED yea. Went for driving and just when my session is finishing, at a cross junction a RECKLESS lorry driver almost banged in my side of the vehicle. I tried to remain calm even though i was close to a shock! but i guess the driving instructor is like helping to explode those frustration.LOL. so to bikers and drivers out there. EVEN BEING A SAFE DRIVER/BIKER, RECKLESS IDIOT WILL KILL YOU!
after driving, went back to school for alumni night. Kinda touched, seeing someone pass down is like finally loads off her shoulder. happy for her=).
But i was force to dance that night =(( i wore the new shoe! and ppl that know me well know i don dance in my new shoe =((( haaa...

SATURDAY!!!!the lethargic day of the week. I don know why every saturday i just don feel like dancing! my body is just to weak to react!but i cannot don go so every saturday kinda prepared to get scolded =( but i am trying to change la....but finally DANCE ended.
Zoom back home to prepare for the EARLY celebrated x-mas party.
Met up with kenneth and russell....played a few games of Basketball....dance around with my HAVANAS and eat eat eat drink drink drink drink drink drink drink.......then got kinda drunk..FUCK MY LIFE....LOL!
Gonna watch movie for whole of today =))

ciaoz

2009-12-06T13:25:00.000+08:00

SO TIRED~!!!!
Its been so long i started performing again.
Ytd was our first rehearsal for NYP Musical.
The rehearsal was 12 hours straight and in between there are like only very short breaks.
OMG Damn tired to the max...
After the last run through i just drop dead.

After the rehearsal all i wanna do is just to go home bath and poof sleep.
Slept at 1 ytd and i just woke up...Yes 12 hours of sleep... Wonder when was my last 12 hours of sleep.
Hardly get any good sleep these days. Shall treasure my day today because tml i got guard duty in camp =(( another tiring day...omg...

i shall go and have a good rest now...=)
and shall have my breakfast too =)

2009-12-04T19:01:00.000+08:00

Another day just pass like that...
Sian
Daily routine
Book In
-Play Game
-Play PSP
-Watch Movie
-Go Gym
-Play Soccer/Basketball/Badminton
Half Day off
-Go Driving lesson
-Go for Dance
No Off
-Continue Play Game
Then finally book out
-Go home sleep
-Go Dance!

1 week 7days only sunday i can skip all this routine.
U call this life?!

2009-12-02T18:36:00.000+08:00

damn fed up already!my blog background suddenly gone =((( then i upload a new pic as background but still cant work =((( i need help in HTML....who can help =P

damn sian.
feel like shit when i am stuck by the HTML just like back in poly days....
Today finally got a rest day from dance....
Must make full use of it....=)

2009-11-30T16:04:00.000+08:00

Finish my driving today then went home. No popping session today.

Well i got nth to do so i viewed our photos that we took together and the cd u burned for me.
Tears ran down my eye when i saw the pictures. I missed those feeling and ...............
just love those moments we had together thinking of place we went the picture we took, some i don even recall but all the pictures brought back so much memories.

I regret for not treating you as good.i regret i regret i regret. Life is full of regrets. My biggest lost is to lose you in my life. I want to get it back. But i don't know how. No matter how much we changed, i still love u.

I JUST WANNA SPEND THOSE TIME WITH U!

2009-11-29T17:14:00.000+08:00

Made a choice today.
Well not something great but definitely will have a difference in my life!

I told myself i must quit smoking after i finish the Black Menthol.
Decided to stop smoking from now on.
Stress/Depress and whatever is no excuses anymore.
But i do need help from friends to help me to kick away this bad habit =).

Partly the reason i stopped is also don't feel the need to smoke anymore.
Secondly i don't want my family to worry about my health
Thirdly if i were to have a gf, it would not be nice if i smoke.

Just came back from pris chalet not long ago. Had a crazy night. Didnt really drink alot because i didnt really lose the card games we playing. Well i was lucky too as i'm not a good drinker. But Bailey is still dope!!!
Super tired now but i cant sleep if not at night i cant get a good sleep before waking up so early to book in.
Well Half day tomorrow for me as i'm going for driving and after that should be popping session at RP. Its been so long since i last went there. Hope i don't lose the popping feel.
Nobody is at home now. I'm broke no money buy food =((( shall wait till my dad come back from Malaysia. Mum still staying over for 1 more day. Awww the house is in a mess =x.
Definitely going to get a scolding when mum comes home =x.....

Shall go and play game =D

2009-11-28T14:36:00.000+08:00

Update about my life....

Yes Musical item are almost done i guess.
Mamma Mia - down
All That Jazz - finishing soon
Footloose - i don't the status -.-
Stayin Alive - down
Fame - down.

Had a great time today practicing with Foreign Bodies for popping item. Items done, got more bonded and know more people=D.
Omg i can't seriously imagine myself in Stayin Alive costume....AHHH....Floral Top and Bell Bottom.
Yea just got back from rehearsal to pen down this entry as i will be going for prissy chalet later.
Ahhhh suddenly feel like dancing =x.FUNK FUNK FUNK FUNK & FUNK.POP LOCK JAZZ all the way!!!
Cant wait till next saturday when every club is showing off the item for musical!
Oops i gtg bath and ciao...

Pop to express, Lock to feel =D

2009-11-27T13:15:00.000+08:00

I STILL LOVE YOU. BUT I CANT =(
EVERY NOW AND THEN I WILL THINK OF YOU.
I KNOW BEING A GUY YOU HAVE JUST SUCK IT UP AND GO.
BUT IT SEEMS THAT IT CANT BE DONE.
I HAVE BEEN ON THE SPOT FOR SO LONG.
ITS NOT LIKE I DONT WANT TO MOVE ON BUT I JUST CANT.
SOMEONE JUST KILL ME!
BACK TO SMOKING HABIT AGAIN.
STILL COUGHING BUT............

LIFE IS SO MISERABLE.
ITS SO HARD TO PUT ON THAT SMILEY MASK EVERYDAY.
NO ONE KNOW HOW MUCH I AM HURTING INSIDE.

I Wanted You lyrics

Lately I've been thinking 'bout wat i can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way
I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me I, I am sorry I.. I am sorry I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I love
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done I just can't do this anymore
Cause we can't be mended
So let's stop pretending now
We've been walking round in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me I, I am sorry I.. I am sorry I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I love
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you, yeah

I, I I'm so sorry baby but
I, I I've got to pack up and leave but
I, I'll always remember how we came close to be
And what I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
Oooooh Yeahh
I wanted you
I wanted, I wanted you

I wanted you to be there when I fall (I wanted you to be there, yeahhh)
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I love (Ooh ooh)
I wanted you, I wanted you (I wanted you oh)
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need (I wanted you to know me just how down deep yeah)
I wanted you to know just how down deep (I wanted you to know just how)
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you
I.. I wanted you, I wanted you

2009-11-25T23:05:00.000+08:00

Today feel like TGIF to me. First if all this week no need to book in anymore =)
Tomorrow is CCO Supply & Signal Cohesion Day at Sedan for bowling.
Haha bowling....well i am really not good at it just hope i don't embarrass myself too much =)

Still deciding should i do the flashmob anot. But i am very interested=) well maybe i shall give it a try =) since it was quite some time back i was performing something to the public.
Saw the video that we are suppose to dance. Well its super challenging as the video is of mirror image!OMG and the steps are fast....well what to expect since is Jie Xiao choreo.LOL

Tomorrow is also GAMING DAY. Yes my laptop virgin lan gaming experience=) super excited but hope we can really have fun. MUSICAL is taking too much of my time =((((

2009-11-22T23:41:00.000+08:00

as requested but sharlene...
LOL

Today we finally took pics together as BRO and SIS.(sis no.2)
Happy??LOL

Alright since i am already here just shall blog a short entry.

First of all i would like to say that GREAT JOB INTENZIFY AND VOLLAZ for Dance Xplosion.
I believe both teams has put in lots of effort. It would be nice if both team got in=).

I will not comment much about the competition. But the aftermath was at SWENSEN my virgin sia.
Yes first visit to swensen in 21years of life, what a failure right?Haha but nonetheless i had a great time and sure did enjoyed good food.
After swensen: gary, alfred, judy and me don't intend to go home so early so we decided to chill at Mac Cafe because alfred wanna claim his free ICED LATTE. Had a great time there. Talked about alot of things. LOL next week we shall watch movie together and go to the Mac Cafe again since we already say it shall be vollaz gathering place =) good environment =))

till then byebye

Listening : Ina - I wanted You
Doing : Sleeping soon
Thinking : You

2009-11-21T21:53:00.000+08:00

its another lethargic saturday i don't why.

i just don't feel like dancing on saturday=( but no choice there are two rehearsals to attend.
well i am still coughing like mad. Almost cough my lungs out today during practice with SA, then had quite a bad cough during practice with FB too. Its been a week when will i recover man =(.
Tried to avoid those food i cant eat but there is always fried/spicy food + chicken in camp + no warm water only COLD water. OMG

i would say SA 3 item is almost or rather close to done. For the first time i felt that those 3 item is ready for FULL DRESS i don't know why. As for FB side i hope we can have a complete cast for Stayin Alive because Poppers is 99% done already.

Stay awhile after practice with FB, well had a good time as i felt that i could mix with them much better. We freestyle, talk cock and joke around. Haa then i start thinking back why didn't i went for FB audition when i was in year2.HOHO. But well dancing along side them is good enough.

tomorrow is DANCE XPLOSION4 for Intenzify and Vollaz. I would like to wish them good luck even though i don't think they will see this. Just jiayou =) Haiz i already lost the feeling of performing and competing on stage already.

yea i know i am kind of random because my entry seems to jump around and not in chronological order of things that happen but thats my style of blogging i guess...

Listening to : Single - New Kids On The Block feat. Ne-Yo
Doing : Nothing
Thinking about : YOU

2009-11-17T16:48:00.000+08:00

just woke up not long ago after coming back form ICA building to get my conversion of citizenship done.
The application has been sent and all i need to do is wait for approval letter to proceed.

Today is just a normal day woke up particularly early so that i won't be late as they say 8.30am was the peak period where crowd come in so i am there at like 7.20am....YES wtf right i didnt thought the building is still close so we still have to queue outside. But i was so tired in queuing, i went to a bus stop and take a seat. Guess what suddenly a cat hop up to the seat and lay beside me. Well seems like i doesnt hate cats that much because i just let the have my campany. Yes i sat there for 40mins and the cat was there for 40mins beside me. It attracted quite alot of unusual stare. They might be thinking that the cat was mine.HOHO.

Finally after i done with the application, i went home straight since i took off. Fell asleep on the train, even though i force myself to stay awake. Finally when the train reach sembawang i FORCE myself not to sleep as i dont want another episode of me missing my stop and go all the way towards jurong.

BUT the moment i reach home, i immediately Knock Out on my bed till not long ago. I got no idea how come i became so tired easily recently and i can basically fall asleep anywhere. And and and i got no idea how come i kept falling sick.

But i have been thinking is it because we parted and no one was looking after me like you did?? Come to think about it ever since july i kept falling sick like almost every 2 weeks. For now i have been coughing my lungs out for 1 week and my voice change till JUSTIN said 'hey bro your voice seriously FUCKED UP' thats how bad it is. I rather had fever than cough. Haiz i think i just need you in my life because there is a special one to take care of me. i dont want to fall sick anymore. you are my medication to my illness. but when is the doctor going to give me that prescription? I hope i can at least hear you telling me to take care. I dont even know why i am tearing at this moment when i am typing this entry.
seems like i got ignored and we weren't even friends.
why is there such a big difference in treatment?
Why am my heart still aching?
why i kept falling sick?
why should i continue dancing because there is nothing i can express anymore?
who can show me the concern i need?

i think after floor the love 2010 i should really stop dancing.
because i am suppose to be happy when i dance. But now its filled with sadness

to this point i suddenly lack of things to continue this entry.
i shall end here.
like what allison said i dont even know who is reading this. it may be someone/no one. But to pen down how i feel is the most important thing so i dont keep everything to myself.
going for Footloose rehearsal later. i am so sick=(((

*cough cough

2009-11-14T23:32:00.000+08:00

What a great day today...Thought that i got dance rehearsal till evening but Popping item was cancelled without me knowing. HOHO so got back home early after lunch with VOLLAZ.

Decided to watch 2012 with a few of Vollaz members but all the cinemas were so packed.
Me and gary keep going different cinema webby to check for available seats.
We actually gave up. But me being so desperate to watch this movie, kept thinking where else has cinema with big theater. Like 15mins later i realise OH BUGIS SHAW!!!

Haha i booked the ticket online immediately.

rushed down to bugis and we were just on time for the movie. It wasnt booms or great but it was worth the $$. its close to 3hrs long.
Throughout this whole movie i was thinking only about you & only you.
thinking that if 21-12-2012 were to really come, i will spend my time with you and protect you from anything that is gonna happen. Just like wat Curtis did in the movie.
though we are world apart now, my feelings for you nv fade, not even the slightest.

oh sry that i got too carried away with my emotions.

carry on, Alfred, Gary, Soul, Judy and me (the usual movie khakis) went to MAC to claim our FREE FRIES MILKSHAKE AND APPLE PIE...LOL had a crazy experience there crapping abt all sorts of rubbish. But the CLASSIC moments was when Soul and Alfred on the train doing chinese opera lol laugh till i tear...Tats damn bad. super unglam...and and and 5 ppl sharing 4 seats like how fillipinos do whenever they take the train. BUT WE DID IT...super ps...but then haha this is wat i call bonding =)

always had a great time with the few of them =) hope every saturday wil be this havoc =))

ciao

2009-11-12T16:01:00.000+08:00

Finally my birthday is over...
21st just zoom pass me le. Man really getting old.
Thanks to everyone that celebrated with me & wishes me=)
Had 3 cakes and many many present woot outstanding!!!

There are lots of people i wanna thank=)
Actually got the thought of naming everyone but then i realise i will take 1 whole day to type out the list.
Yes i am so touched because didnt expect so many people to wish me=P

I also wanna thanks SA/INTENSIFY for giving me a surprise ytd in school before dance rehearsal start=) the cake is PRETTY/COLORFUL/ULTRAMAN(btw ultraman the eyes glowed in the dark de lo).

Thanks Mei Xian and Wei Liang for the shoes =) i think i owe u both 10cent horz(superstitious)....LOL...really sweet to receive a handmade gift or rather a DIY present. AND I WILL DEFINIETLY WEAR IT!!!

This year's wishlist is close to perfect=) got almost everything i asked for =)
What a special 21st birthday =))

Thanks to the people who are with me all this long =)

2009-11-10T14:24:00.000+08:00

Its *** that i am thinking about.
ALWAYS thinking about ***.

To be happy, you either change the world, or you change your thinking. To be realistic, you have to change your thinking to be happy.

But for me i will change the world for you.

quoted from I BELIEVE YOU.

No matter how hard i ***, i still cant forget about ***.

Nothing gonna change my **** for ***.
I will always be the same me.
I will just wait!

2009-11-08T17:27:00.001+08:00

Yes finally i woke up from the hang over i had from PHUTURE! Yes finally went clubbing in Singapore after so long. But definitely a great night. Music was HOT, crowd were great and saw alot of people wasted everywhere.....HOHO and and WTF those people that told me cant attend my birthday celebration i was them at ZOUK....LMAO but whatever the case i believe who ever was there had a great night =)

Well ytd was my 21st birthday celebration.
First i want to thank those people that came (forgive me if i forgot your name here)
-My relative , cousin(from father/mother side) and my BELOVED NIECE (damn cute right!)
-Lisheng & Karine ( and i believe Andrew is somewhere =x LOL)
-CCO SIGNAL WING ( Hamdan, Sufian, Ash, Jai, Taufiq, Nigel, Maruthosh and the NEW Ash )
-SA ALUMNI ( Sherry, Anselm, Firdaus, Josh and Pris i know you are somewhere too )
-SA FAMILY ( ALFRED, DIANE & GARY )
-SA dance Juniors ( Fiezah, Nuraini, Kenneth, Lucas )
-Popping Bro ( Justin DJ for the Night )

Well didnt expect so much crowd as i receive a lot of last minute sms that they cant turn up. Was kind of disappointed but it doesnt matter, why let those things spoil the night =). The celebration was a simple one though. I thank my relative for helping my mum for the preparation. Just a buffet and a cut cake session with a small little dance session ( well i expect more dancer to turn up and enjoy though ) but nonethless, this celebration is impossible without the presents of you guys. All of you make it happen=) Well i am not going to upload the pictures here so feel free to drop by my facebook to take a look at the pictures for the night. Well i am not good with words thus don expect a long entry for me even though its on my birthday =P

Last but not list THANKS FOR THE PRESENT and effort!
-Preparation ( Relative from Mum Side )
-Armani Exchange Top ( SA Alumni )
-Man Utd Jersey ( Cousin from Father Side )
-Birthday Card ( GRANDPA AND GRANDMA AND COUSIN!!!)
-Cap and 2 Tee Shirt ( CCO SIGNAL WING )
-New Era Cap ( Firdaus )
-Fedora Hat ( LISHENG & KARINE )
-21st birthday Board ( SA FAMILY )
-Jeans ( i suppose is from the SA JUNIORS?? )

THANKS
hangover finishing soon...hoho

2009-11-06T18:46:00.001+08:00

Hi guys...well seems that i still need help in setting up my own blog man.Thanks gary =)

Still getting use to my new lap top =(.
There are still a lot of things i have yet to explore. But i am just too lazy =P.

Well tomorrow is my 21st birthday but the attendance didnt really seems going well.
Kind of sad that quite a few of my friends cant turn up but still i hope more people can turn up, but i dont know how.
I also hope part of my wishlist can be fulfilled.
I thanks those people who already pass me the present and my campmates that celebrate for me=)

Looking forward to my 21st but also afraid that it wont turn up well =(

2009-11-04T20:48:00.000+08:00

Finally after so long i decided to create a new blog from blogger.

The previous multiply i've abandon for quite sometime and don't feel like using it anymore, thus i going to create a blogger on my own without the help of others.=)

This is only a test post.

Hope i have time to blog regularly =x.