Realize its been so long since i last blogged~

Nothing much...
Same old shit~!
Dance, school and dinner with friends...

Dance is always the same tired...
But its my passion~
The flame that make me keep on moving~!

School~hai shit!
After 2years in Army, basically i totally lost touch of studies...
School started so long already but i don't think i am use to it yet...FML

Dinner/Gathering with friends are like the better things that i have done recently...
I mean relax...crap what is wrong with my english~!
Being around with wonderful friends is awesome~!!!

I need a break~!!Seriously i cant wait for this semester to end
DEC hopefully i can go overseas!!!Be it with friends/family...
If not i guess i would be going KL alone~!!!
Miss those MALAYSIA BOLEH GANG!!!! LOL
Never dance with them before!If its gonna happen i bet it will be fun!!!

Alright anyway i really lost touch of how to blog an entry filled with my daily lifes...
Thus i guess i shall end here~
Just to let you guys know that i am still alive and struggling ( not kicking ) LOL


I guess sometime its just alright to cry with or without reason!
I just feel like it i don't know why...
So i just did!!!
I guess i am just emotionally weak~!
FUCK!

Hi people i am back again
mm haven been here for a long time!!!

Nothing much happen except Stress
School load is piling up despite the second going on third week of school =(
Stuck with project for my part....
Test floating nearer and nearer omg!!!
Fine shall not talk about it!

Alright lets blog something about my life!!!
Ever since i was invited back to NYP to perform,
i find that my bond with my junior has become stronger!
So much stronger!!!
Got closer to everyone of them
That i thought it was a bond that i have lost and couldn't regain back!
But suddenly its just like how it was use to!
Sorry if it doesn't make sense =p

My ties with both sister SHARLENE and TREASA were so much closer!
Huifang ( well i am grateful that at least we are good friends now )
Rabiah of course our bond were so much tighter!!!
Sharheera...
Alfred
Gary
Diane
like the whatever 91happykids/retards clique and all!!!

Actually i was really surprise that i made so many friends just by going back to NYP. Suddenly i feel that i am not alone and definitely there is also someone i can go out with =D...


I <3 S.A.D

Random post =ppppp
Study mood!!!

Hi everyone i am back like finally

Sorry to let dust collect here.
*sweep away a pack of dust*

Alright shall begin proper entry =)

Its been a very tiring 2 weeks for me.
Rehearsal everyday for YOG in Nyp.
Sourcing for costume for performance.( seriously when did i ever have problem looking for costume? Only THIS )

Alright shall skip and short cut everything =p lazy to type out.
YOG was a success=)
I enjoyed every single moment of it. Although i did complain alot at the start but
when i saw the torch bearer ran pass me with the torch, its so heartwarming and making every thing worth while!

And we rock the house down by performing Let's Get Loud, back up dancer for Shikin. Haha i never under-rehearse before and thanks to YOG its my first time too. Imagine the show is on Saturday, only until Thursday i learnt the steps! Outstanding!!!
So many things to pen down about YOG in nyp but i guess picture speak louder than words. Photos are uploaded to my facebook profile! friends can check it out!

This YOG in Nyp, gave me alot of things!! Friendship!! Experience!! and whole lot more. Made so much bond!!!

Well after that is National Day.
But seriously is anyone feeling it?
Not me definitely. Because YOG is so overwhelming!
BUT still its my First NATIONAL DAY as a SINGAPOREAN!
Suppose to celebrate with Phoebe, Treasa and Sharlene
but something happen then ended up being Bro and Sis outing!
Guess what we manage to get up to the Sky Park to view the fireworks for free =D
(Sky park YES ITS THE ROOF OF MARINA BAY SAND)
Although other people pay to go up, its still crowded because its the first hand experience to view fireworks at level 57. Fireworks blooms like flower in the sky right infront of you.

Took so many pictures with my SIS. Well same old thing, pictures are up on facebook do check them out!
Finally 3 of out stomach were growling like hell.
We went to cafe cartel for dinner.
Funny moments!!!inside joke =D
Anything i am a man of few words i shall stop here and continue to think of what to do =p





Anyway one a side note, i finally said it out and i really think i let go already. Told SIS(s) about it.
Finally i can let go that special someone.
Because i have seen him.
Somehow he gave me the feeling that he will be your last
and i also believe that he is the one that will be able to take good care of you.
More mature and stable!
But that doesn't mean you don't hold a special place in my heart and that is not true. You will forever be that special someone that i hold dear to!
I believe that time you told me that even after we parted i still hold a place in your heart.
I don't need a special place in your heart. I just hope at least you can spare a small corner for me knowing that i still care!
I know you don't come to my blog but just want to tell you....
Finally after 1 year i moved on....
Stay happy always!!!!!

I still remember our first song!
Eillot Yamin - Wait for you
That song will always belong to you and nobody else...
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Hello everyone...
Am typing this entry on my bed -.-
Fever =(((
Chui faster recover can anot =((
Suppose to perform today at Ritz Carlton.
But thanks to my 38degree fever i am lying on my bed K.O-ing =(
eyes closing~!

Anyway i am here to blog about Jay Chou concert~!!!
OMG its damn awesome even though i went with my fever -.-
Opening was dope. The Hologram on Jay blah blah blah
I feel that this is his best concert so fast in Singapore!!! Been to 3 of his concert totally crazy. And this is the only time i cant get his merchandise because sold out damn fast! =(((
And this concert like got so many encore~!LOL
And one of his encore song 说了再见, i tear as he sing.
Thinking about you.
My feeling is like so similar to the song =(
Anyway here's the lyrics
天亮了雨下了你走了
清楚了我爱的遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡着了
想要放放不掉泪在飘
你看看你看看不到
我假装过去不重要却发现自己办不到

说了再见才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑
口红待在桌脚而你我找不到
若角色对调你说好不好

说了再见才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老永恒往哪里找
再次拥抱一分一秒都好

天亮了雨下了你走了
清楚了我爱的遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡着了
想要放放不掉泪在飘
你看看你看看不到
我假装过去不重要却发现自己办不到

说了再见才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑
口红待在桌脚而你我找不到
若角色对调你说好不好

你的笑你的好脑海里一直在绕
我的手忘不了你手的温度
心碎了一地捡不回从前的心跳
伤心过去我无力逃跑

说再见才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老永恒往哪里找
再次拥抱一分一秒都好

dont know how to continue anymore =(
I still love you

OKOK lets talk about O School recital Audition.
Manage to recover from fever =)
Met up with Vee,Gary,Alfred,Sharheera & Kenneth and many much more friends =)
Start registering then went for briefing.
Immediately after briefing, the poppers gathered and cypher.
Was totally overwhelm by the dopeness of all the dancer there.
Feel so pressure that i only cypher for 1 round =x.
After our cypher, its Locking Audition
I guess i did alright =D
Right after Locking, its Popping Audition. Wa piang back to back -.-
for popping, i guess i did kinda alright too =D
But its crazy 5 eights of freestyle then 4 eights choreo then freestyle until music stop...but not really stress about it.
Hopefully i can get into both the item =)
Popping and Locking is really what i like to do =))
Shall wait for the result to be out =D

Ok gtg rest le~
ps: Its still you in my heart

Wow back from driving test!
Finally i am qualified to be on road =D
Funny things happen during test =p
Don't want to elaborate.

Actually although i am really happy about passing, I still cant believe i actually pass. Being a reckless driver =P
But well whatever try not to drive as much in this 1st year =D

Finally the good part of the week is beginning!
No more sleepless night =D
Tonight last rehearsal for monday performance
Tomorrow JAY CHOU CONCERT...OMGWTFBBQKNNCCBTMDWTHLOLROFLLMAO!
Sunday O School recital audition and might be going PA Talent BBQ!
Monday performance
Tuesday Flashmob rehearsal
Wednesday Renouncing in ICA!

OMG finally everything is going according to plan swee swee =DD

Ciao

mm come across my own blog.
Actually don't really know what to write about.

This week is hell busy week for me.
Messed up my own schedule...
Nothing to say =(
Went for SIM Orientation today.
mm nothing much, just get to see who are my future classmate.
Sadly no friend =(
Don't think i can make it well =(
Shall see next week hows the camp, am i able to fit in =p

Looking forward to this weekend =)
Saturday - Jay Chou Concert....OMGTMDWTFBBQ!!!!
Sunday - O School Recital Auditioning

Actually not sure can i make it for audition because i always heard its not easy to get into the item. Plus i am choosing popping and locking when so many street dancer out there and fighting those slots with me *OMG expression*

Well nothing to write le
My pride is for me to bring down not by others
People can judge me but please no backstab
I might not be very well-liked but thats me
I determine my own friendship not anyone

Dance with the music not for the music!

This is actually my feeling ever since then
6 more days to 1year!
But i am glad with what i have now =D

David Archuleta - A little too not over you
Oohhhh oh, oh..
It never crossed my mind at all.
It's what I tell myself.
What we had has come and gone.
You're better off with someone else.
It's for the best, I know it is.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside,
And I turn around.
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.
Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you....
Memories, supposed to fade.
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go.
Didn't think it'd be this hard.
Should be strong, movin' on.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside.
And I turn around,
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.
Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Maybe I regret everything I said,
No way to take it all back, yeah...
Now I'm on my own..
How I let you go, I'll never understand.
I'll never understand, yeah, oohh..
Oohhh, oohhh, oohhhh..
Oohhh, ooohhhh, oohhh.
Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
And I really don't know what to do.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you, oohhh..